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cancer scare and am determined to enjoy life”. To the readers it could be construed that her weight loss has prevented her dying from cancer. Although this is not said explicitly, the article provides readers with two statements: one that states Anita had a cancer scare whilst she was overweight, the other that she is living a healthy life free of cancer now she is thin. They leave readers to make their own connection between the two. Maor comments that weight loss narratives often present “fat bodies... as temporary and changeable” (2013, p.89) and thus it could be argued that just as “fat bodies” are easily altered, so too is the chance of developing cancer through weight loss. Being big can erode your confidence Perhaps the biggest selling point for losing weight is increased confidence and the wider impact this can have. Reese (2008, p.4) states that if women feel they look like the before picture then their body type is not acceptable and thus not good enough. The weight-loss narratives of Gill and Anita revolve around the increase in confidence they have gained from losing weight. Gill focuses on the physical contentment associated with feeling good in her skin, as opposed to how she felt in her body before weight loss. She reflects that she used to “shroud” herself in “baggy clothes”, connoting not only the theme of feeling invisible that Anita touches on, but also of death. A shroud - a garment that envelopes a dead person for burial - is used here with sentences such as “life was a struggle”. This illustrates how low Gill’s sense of self-worth was before she lost weight; it is almost implies Gill was not truly alive until she began to look like the ‘after’. It is commendable Gill has changed her life and now feels good about her body. However, this sends a damaging message to women that they cannot wear nice clothes or feel truly alive if they resemble the body type typically portrayed by the ‘before’; to look like the ‘before’ is unacceptable. Anita provides a more nuanced example, regarding her career. She describes the situation ‘before’: “At work my boss told me I was becoming too aggressive. It was a defence mechanism because I felt so bad about myself.” This contrasts significantly with the ‘after’: “I have a new positivity and confidence at work. My boss says I’m a different person.” This provides further evidence that weight loss is sold to women as something that will enable you 35