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I was born at Stanford Hospital before my family moved back to Mexico. We spent my early childhood in a little town and came back to the US as I was entering kindergarten. Learning English grammar was fairly easy for me at a young age and I excelled academically. I had the fortune of getting a scholarship to Menlo School, an elite private school in Atherton, CA, with infinite resources and connections. Unlike my brother’s high school, Menlo had small classrooms, a hands-on robotics class, after school tutoring, well-connected college advisors, and elaborate homecoming floats. At first glance, it wasn’t missing anything. However, it didn’t take long for me to experience immense culture shock at Menlo. I wasn’t prepared to show up for study groups at friends’ homes whose pool houses were larger than my modest home. I wasn’t prepared to answer questions on behalf of all Latinos because I was the only Latina in the classroom. This was the outcome of completely different socioeconomic worlds, ignorant of each other and clashing every day from 8am to 3pm. After only two weeks of driving out of the clean cut lawns of Atherton across the 101 and through the sidewalk-less streets of East Palo Alto, I realized there was no way I would get through this part of my life without College Track. The moment I would step into the center, my shoulders would drop and my guard would go down. I could do my homework without feeling the need to explain or defend my story, without worrying about casual conversations leading into awkward topics about status. My College Track peers and I came from the same neighborhoods: we went to Chavez Supermarket to buy groceries, we had the same ice cream man, we went to the same quinceañeras — little parts of my culture I didn’t have to constantly explain. College Track not only let me decompress every day 2017–2018 ANNUAL REPORT after school but also gave me a support system. I found people I could lean on as I was code-switching between my home and this new school life. At College Track, I became more comfort- able with who I was and how I fit in at my elite high school, and the parts I played in all of my worlds. I learned which road blocks each network could help me tackle. My high school classmates were financially well off and could pay for college, so that meant the school didn’t need to assist students with seeking financial aid. College Track staff knew the importance of involving my parents early on and breaking down financial aid packets from my prospective colleges because that would become a major deciding factor in the process. Because of College Track, I felt prepared when I got into Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT). and began to study Mechanical Engineering. At MIT, I battled instances of impostor syndrome where I felt like I didn’t belong. My older brother had also come up through College Track and had gone on to UC Berkeley to study Applied Mathematics, so I knew I could do it if I committed to the work. When I completed my degree, I got my dream job — as a systems engineer on underwater vehicles at Boeing. I was fascinated to find out what was in the 95 percent of the ocean that hasn’t been explored. This gave me a chance to break down barriers for others, including the other eight members of my family who have come up through College Track. There are moments in my career where I look around the room of engineers and see that I’m the only person of color. But I remember that I am a Latina woman working on underwater vehicles. I have earned my way to a top engineering company. These days, I return to the College Track center in East Palo Alto and tutor so that others can contribute their gifts to the world. 15