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RELATIONSHIPS DATING DILEMMA “DR. RUTH” OF THE AUTISTIC COMMUNITY TALKS ABOUT LOVE AND DATING SP-26 SPECIAL PARENT she says, she had no idea what to do, so she tried to mimic the girlfriends she saw on TV. In retrospect, she realizes, “I just needed to be myself.” That mistake is frequently made by her peers on the spectrum, she says. “Sometimes when you like someone, you want to do things for them, including changing who you are so they will like you better. This is exhausting, and unfair both to you and to them. Be who you are, because nobody else can do that.” RELATIONSHIP DISASTER “THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN UNDERSTAND IT [AUTISM] IS BY TALKING TO AN AUTISTIC PERSON AND LEARNING THEIR STORY AND LEARNING THAT EVERYONE’S STORY IS DIFFERENT.” AMY GRAVINO After college, Gravino fell for a man she had met online, a waiter who was two years her junior. She thought it was true love so, acting impulsively, she moved across the country to be near his Seattle home. Within a few months, she discovered he had a mean streak and a girlfriend, who left insulting messages on her phone. Today, Gravino is a wiser woman for that catastrophe. “I had to learn the hard way,” she says. “I was inex- perienced and vulnerable. I loved too deeply.” She is now more careful about whom she dates and is mindful not to rush into anything. “I have more confidence now,” she says. “I can afford to be picky.” A public speaker, Gravino works as a certified college coach for students on the spectrum through the Fairfield- based company she founded, ASCOT Consulting. She is also on the board of directors of “Yes She Can,” which does job training for women on the spectrum, and has spoken twice on United Nations panels on World Autism Awareness Day. ● T he precarious dance of dating and sex can be tough for anyone to navigate. But when the potential partners miss social cues, crave familiar routines, and are socially awkward, an otherwise romantic evening can feel like torture. Enter Amy Gravino, 35, who has dubbed herself the “Dr. Ruth” of the autistic community. The Montclair resident is working on a memoir, The Naughty Autie, about her escapades in the dating world as a woman living with autism. “It’s like Sex and the City but with someone on the spectrum,” she says, likening herself to Carrie Bradshaw, minus the impeccable social skills. She hopes her book will offer insight to individuals with autism on the dating scene. For starters, she suggests that people on the spectrum try not to come on too strong: “If you’ve just met, telling someone you really like them puts a lot of pressure on that person. Give it time.” She notes that it’s not uncommon for men on the spectrum to be accused of “stalking” when they believe they’re just being friendly or romantic. Autism affects development of the brain in areas governing social interaction, communication and cognitive function. Individuals with autism typically have trouble with verbal and non-verbal communication, social interaction and play activities, according to the National Autism Association. Some exhibit repetitive behaviors. The severity ranges from mild challenges to impairments that sharply limit everyday activities. When Gravino entered her first serious relationship during college, WRITTEN BY DEENA YELLIN