was just God in a nutshell; God, uncritically accepted, without any qualification and without
any trouble of reason. God, delivered through the religion, to which I accidentally
belonged. However, especially when I began to understand calculus in my first college
years, with all other accompanying higher mathematical theories of series, infinity etc., I
begun to be more delighted about all those beautiful facts of higher mathematics, to
believe that everything may have a purpose and meaning and can be explained.. A purpose
and meaning, which I perhaps as a beginner cannot grasp all at a time but at any rate,
would try sometime to find the expertise of at least a section, which is part and parcel of
the whole.
That was the youth. The adult abandoned the faith of the youth to replace it with an
ideological dogma, until sometime the new politically motivated belief was also again
irrevocably shattered. Thereafter, through a process of liberating the mind the adult made
Reason and logic the guiding principle until again this gave room for new awarenessAwareness, on the limits of Reason and Logic when they are devoid of Faith. Human life, if
it is not supported by faith becomes simple and meaningless vegetation without a purpose.
Not simply faith, but Faith so deep and so far as the dark heaven at night; as high and
sublime as the intellect of all intellects beyond space and all dimensions, which may grasp
a moment in eternity at a timeless and dimensionless moment.
Is there more than a vegetation of life? Yes, there is. I believe life has a purpose!
The Harmony Model
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