Writings from Elsinore I Don't Feel Like Talking | Page 9

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there is tomorrow and he's in

the distance, screaming something

that could pass for surrender.

Elsinore, contained,

frozen within a glass sphere,

whole. Look close.

Another nickname for fear,

another nickname,

another war story

told out loud?

call it the almost there city,

lonely, spectral, the way

he wraps his lips around

get thee to a nunnery.

That's not a metaphor I can

get behind. What about

the closet, the humming box,

the things best left closed?

Another kind of afterthought,

another nickname for shame.

I can make heavens burn brighter

than any after-thought

but I'm thinking about tornadoes

in Kansas and about the things

I can't say out loud.

The playground swings

are empty on purpose.

Elsinore, lonely, another nickname,

another kind of violence,

another nickname for fear

and the bitterest kind of afterthought.

It's been a long year, Elsinore.