Writings from Elsinore I Don't Feel Like Talking | Page 5

When you want to fall — fall.

Evaporate and condensate,

but should you start raining,

come down pouring

and come with the clatter of a hurricane

If the birds stop chirping,

if the sunlight forgets you,

if you’ve got your shirttail caught in the fence

and you have no way of getting loose,

remember that you don’t exist for the purpose

of someone else and their pleasure

and even if you dedicated your life to it,

there’s no way you could please everyone

and if you came close, there’s no way

you’d get away with anything

but enduring damage

to the life that’s your own-

because you owe it to yourself to live for yourself.

You have a brain.

So use it and make decisions

all your own.

You have a body.

You’re lucky

if it’s born all healthy,

so keep it safe

and remember that there will be

a time for regrets-

take the question marks

that hover after everything you say

and bend them into a bow and arrows

to shoot blindly at the sky.

Hurt, be hurt.

Remember you are both the bird

and the archer’s aim,

the archer’s intent,

the archer’s hand

ask questions that you know

nobody can answer

and think about things that could exist

without our knowing

because we know only

through observing and measuring

and that is one of the sad truths

about being human

Get lost from time to time.

Find your way back.

Be found.

Take your fears as challenges.

See how many you can knock off by facing them. It’s okay to sing for no reason,

it’s okay to pirrouette down the street,

it’s okay to not be sorry sometimes

Remember that the song you do sing

will take more than a lifetime

for you to understand,

so don’t think you what the words mean.

Learn the meaning of free speech and gratitude.

Don’t be afraid to be curious.

It may have killed a cat

but you’re immune to curiosity sickness.

There’s too much out there

to ever know enough,

but make the most of the time you have

and get to know what you want, while you can.

Give generously, and ask for.

When you listen, hear.

Say what you mean

and mean what you say.

Protect yourself.

There is only one of you.

Do you know how rare you are?

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