I’m already half way through,
but still aren’t sure If I should let go of everything,
Of everything that keeps me tied on to this life...
I do not know if I should stop and just return.
Nobody tells me what to do.
And I am paralyzed.
Not able to even move a finger.
I can’t control my own mind.
And I am scared.
Terrified.
What if something goes wrong?
I can’t do this I just can’t!, I screamed.
Tears fell through my cheeks
Slowly falling.
Then I heard it.
Drop.
My tear was already on the ground.
That was what I needed to hear,
Something falling apart.
Something vanishing,
I was vanishing.
Letting go of everything I once had...
Never returning.
I was just going to follow the path and follow my destiny.
Heaven was waiting.
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