Worship Musician March 2019 | Page 29

We think of our magazine as a ministry whose mission is to help worship musicians and teams get #BetterBySunday. God put the word flourish on our hearts this year to remind us that #BetterBySunday applies to who we are, not just what we do. Flourishing teams are the fruit of a flourishing people, which is why books like “When God Becomes Real” are so important… Bethel Music’s Brian Johnson is not only the son of one of the most respected pastors in the world, he’s also one of the most respected worship leaders we know of. Whether you’re a leader or team member, there are a lot of spoken and unspoked pressures about how we should ‘measure up’. The great thing about the message behind this book, is that it reminds all of us that there is life and healing on the other side of our messes. In fact, it is in those messes in which God really reveals how much He’s got our back. We don’t have to do it in our own strength, and even when you have as much profile as someone like Brian does, God is OK with the mess because He’s OK with us. Not only is this interview a powerful testimony to this message, it provides great insight into what we find out about ourselves when we care to take a deeper look in the mirror, warts and all. Type A, Type B, that doesn’t matter. What does matter is our ability to make room for those around us, and our ability to surround ourselves with people who know the warning signs before we get off track! So I ended up going, “Man, I should write a that God is real in our lives, even in the way [WM] Brian, this is an incredibly revealing book… I need to write a book…” and finally I that He becomes our only option. So, when I book, and definitely challenges the mentality was like, “Fine!” I’m not a reader you know? went through this thing, all of my crutches were that leaders have to have it all figured out to be (laughs) Just to be honest, I did it because I had gone, I couldn’t go to anything else to bring me great at what they do. Can you tell us why this to. So, the irony of writing a book is just my little the peace that I needed. I ended up getting to book needed to be written? joke with God. a point where it was like, “God if you don’t step in, not only is this not going to work, but I don’t [Brian Johnson] I wasn’t planning on writing But, there was a massive need that I started know how much longer I can live like this.” The a book, let alone a book on this subject. I seeing by the testimonies that were coming in. torment that I lived in was so extreme. That’s was thirty-six and had a nervous breakdown I think that I fall into the category of an artist when God started doing His work for me, that season. I came through it and my Dad asked – and creative as well. As much as I’d like to miracle for me. me to speak on a Sunday night. I spoke and say I’m not or that I’m tough, when you’re it became the number one message that year, an artist or creative you’re very sensitive and I think as leaders and worshippers, if we can and what that showed us was that there is a you pick up on a lot of stuff. I think it’s really have that relationship with God where we ‘know real need. important that as humans or as artist/creatives that we know that we know’ God stepped in March 2019 Subscribe for Free... 29