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BETTER BY SUNDAY [ CRUEL EMAILS | Paul Herman ] CHRISTINE DENTÉ Closer to Free Do you know the official term for a group of eyes, shake our head and just lash back alligators? Congregation. at someone? As a former worship leader, I remember the Maybe a passage of scripture will help. cruelest email I ever received from someone I’d advise you not to go immediately to in the congregation. No, it’s not the reason the “pearls before swine” passage. Better I’m a former worship leader. And I’m not suggestions might be “…be wise as scarred for life. In serpents and harmless fact, when I tell the as doves.” [Matthew story, it’s usually with an incredulous laugh. I still can’t believe “I feel myself on the edge of better things… anyone I’ve got butterflies inside,” declares one of that obnoxious. could be Since the last Out of the Grey album (the We don’t expect that excellent A Little Light Left in 2015), mama in church, but maybe Denté has seen eldest son Julian wed a we should. Because fellow musician and put out his own album in church, there are under the moniker Yøuth, and now he returns messed up, selfish, to the family fold to produce this EP of insensitive contemplative pop. who have been well- people trained by our ME She’s lost none of her lyrical transparency culture to want what as she cautions us away from unrealistic they want. And when expectations of our musical heroes. “On this they pedestal, I seem so steady… Should you they squawk. get 10:16] or “…do justly, we keep humbly with your God.” with cruel emails is not that, when all The biggest problem is we want to cause us to instinctively do is roll our critiques. Even heartfelt, eyes... the sting to our egos. that these emails may bristle at any further well-meaning ones from people who really do love us. Because it, in church, there are also truly loving, caring wonderful people who have our best interest OK, I’ve delayed long enough… here it is: glass.” (in “See Through Me”) Julian keeps the at heart and who are touched deeply each week by the Spirit of God through what production sedate but not boring or repetitive. “Culdesac Kathy,” the most insightful song The biggest problem in the face of dare to shine a light my way, see the shadow of the shape I’m in, so paper thin, fragile as love mercy and walk [Micah 6:8] worshiping Christian music’s most recognizable voices. don’t So how do we do. Dear Worship Leader, of the bunch, rides a lonely Fender Rhodes It’s all a messy, beautiful mix. That’s church. waltz line while confessing how a comfortable During your worship set this morning, I The Bride that Jesus loves with all His heart. suburban life can become an idol that prayed for a power outage. So serve your people well. Love them well. insulates us from ministry opportunities. Remain open to honest critiques. Filter out the mean-spirited, agenda-driven ones. Be Denté’s vocals have lost none of their Yes, it was a real email that someone really wise as serpents. Harmless as doves. Do expressive intimacy in the last 25 years. If sent. And yes, that person had an agenda. justly. Love mercy. And walk humbly with you’re looking for substantive Christian music They usually do. your God. So how do we keep worshiping in the face Paul Herman Songwriter, Worship Leader, Creator. Vancouver, WA that grapples with the realities of modern life, this is it. of that, when all we want to do is roll our CCLI’s Content Robert Berman Robert is a Sunday School teacher, music nerd, and acoustic guitar enthusiast. He lives in rural Tennessee with his wife and three boys. March 2018 WorshipMusician.com 59