Who Am I? Who Am I? | Page 64

WHO AM I ? 55 Dadashri : When you wake up in the middle of the night, what is the first thing you remember? Questioner : Shuddhatma. Dadashri : Yes, when you spontaneously remember Shuddhatma, upon waking up in the middle of the night, it is proof that you have realized the Soul. Now you have to follow the aagnas of the Gnani Purush. These aagnas are paramount. After I give you this Gnan, the reality takes hold in you. Then you become a Purush (Self-Realized). You realize that you are Shuddhatma (Pure soul). I destroy your sins. I give you the Divine Vision (Divyachakshu) whereby you are able to see Shuddhatma in everybody. After giving you the right belief and unifying you with your Soul, I give you the five aagnas (cardinal principles). These five aagnas will guide and protect you. EXPERIENCING THE SELF PERMANENTLY Dadashri : How long do you remain in this awareness of, “I am Shuddhatma”? Questioner : When I am sitting alone quietly in a solitary place. Dadashri : Yes. After this what is your feeling? Do you at anytime feel that “I am Chandubhai?” Do you ever really feel that, “I am Chandubhai?” Questioner : It has not happened after taking Gnan. Dadashri : Then you are Shuddhatma only. One can only have one feeling. In their daily lives, some people even forget their own names. There is no problem with that. Your state of Shuddhatma will remain for sure. Questioner : But, in the daily life many times the awareness of Shuddhatma does not stay.