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WHO AM I ?
the Dada Bhagwan within me. My spiritual knowledge is at
356° and Dada Bhagwan is at 360°. Because I lack the four
degrees, I too, bow down to and worship Dada Bhagwan, the
Lord within me.
Questioner : Why do you do this?
Dadashri : I do this because I want to obtain the
remaining four degrees. I will have to obtain them. I have failed
because I lack these four degrees. I have no choice but to pass
the next time around.
Questioner : Do you have a desire to be ‘Bhagwan’?
Dadashri : For me it is burdensome to be a Bhagwan.
I am a laghutam (one who really considers everything in the
world to be higher than himself; an egoless state) person. There
is no other being lower than myself and that is why becoming
God would be a burden to me.
Questioner : If you don’t want to be a God, then why
do you make an effort to complete the four degrees?
Dadashri : That is for my ultimate Liberation.
SEEN THE WORLD BUT NOT FULLY KNOWN
THE WORLD
This Gnani Purush lacks only four degrees in attaining
absolute and total Knowledge (keval Gnan). I have gone beyond
the stage of Self-Realization, but have not yet reached total,
absolute Liberation (keval Gnan). I failed the attainment of
keval Gnan.
Questioner : Which four degrees are you talking about?
Dadashri : The four degrees relate to my outward and
worldly conduct. The other reason is that although I truly
understand this world, I have not come to know it fully. Keval