What's Really Going On? VOLUME 1, ISSUE 1 | страница 4

Featured Fan Art Trish Overbay, Artist - Her Gift From Michael Jackson suddenly nothing made any sense to me. I thought he would always be there, that nothing could ever happen to him. He had been through so much, and survived. How could this happen??? The story about what happened to him changed so many times, and really… I don’t think we’ll ever know all the answers. That’s the hardest part for me, the not knowing how or why, and missing him so much sometimes… it just hurts. But God has given me peace about it now… I believe that is what Michael wants … because he is finally at peace. Each time I paint, or draw, I ask God to guide my hand and help me to honor whoever I am creating a picture for. I believe God gave me the ability that day, and Michael inspires me and directs me with what to draw. I continue to create artwork, and have been blessed to have been able to share pieces with Michael’s family and children. My name is Trish Overbay, and I have been an Artist all my life, but I was never able to draw portraits or people’s faces until 2009, when in my sadness at Michael’s passing, I felt a stirring of my heart. A few months after Michael passed away, during the memorial service… I was in tears, still in shock, and had spent several nights crying myself to sleep about it, and here I was crying again as the endless hours lingered on during the service. I remember thinking, I just wanted to remember him, and keep him here somehow… I wasn’t ready to let him go… I thought about how hard it must have been for his family and for his children. And they (the press) never have given them peace and time to grieve. I became disabled in 2007, due to back pain and fibromyalgia, and suddenly everything changed in my life, not only physically, but mentally as well. I had always been a hard worker since an early age, and not being able to work was a difficult adjustment to me, because when things got difficult, I always threw myself into my work, and that was how I dealt with the issues going on at the time. I had to re-learn my thought process, and change my habits, and everything was different. It was a struggle to say the least. As I thought about all that, I felt the need to pick up a pencil and paper and draw Michael’s face. I don’t know why I wanted to do that, but the feeling was overwhelming. I ha