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photo by UofL photographer Susan Sawning (continued from page 31) have events focused on the needs of the Louisville community and part of that will be going out and seeing what the community needs are. LM: What role do medical professionals play in the search for racial equality? TC: I feel like our role is equal to everyone else. When we have more racism in our everyday lives, it effects how we care for the people we serve. Especially when you’re working at a place like UofL Health - UofL Hospital with so many diverse patients, you have to take back those lenses and remove those stereotypes, because if not, you can hurt a lot of people. If we did that more often, the health care disparity piece of it would be improved. But we can’t put that all on health care professionals. Access to health care is a big issue. I know almost every doctor I work with, if we could give our services for free to everyone, we would. We also have to educate at a level where people are able to understand it, so that when we are giving advice, they know where it’s coming from. Especially with the African American community, who have been burned by the health care institution, they’re a little bit hesitant to listen to their doctors. Educating them, giving them resources, time to think about things and not writing them off if they don’t take their health care advice seriously the first time. We can’t give up on them. We play a major role, but our role is just as important as any provider or any American. If we all did this, we wouldn’t have the racial wars that we’re having today in 2020. Our job is to recognize our biases like everyone else and not just recognize it, but correct it so that it doesn’t hurt someone. So that we don’t lose that trust. So that we don’t lose that relationship with that patient. DOCTORS' LOUNGE Dr. Tawana Coates is a third-year resident in the Department of Obstetrics, Gynecology & Women’s Health at the University of Louisville. WHITE COATS FOR BLACK LIVES AUTHOR Terri Mason, MD On December 10, 2014, a small collective of University of Louisville medical and dental students acted in solidarity for the “White Coats for Black Lives” movement by holding a “die-in,” at the Health Science Center (HSC) campus. At the time, the nation was up in arms after the fatal shooting of 18-year-old Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri. Approximately 50 students and only one faculty member participated in the event. The message that it sent, I recall, was not well-received. Some complained about the event being promoted over the listserv. Flyers posted for the event began disappearing. Tension was high. In an effort to continue the conversation, an additional event was held at the HSC to discuss race following the protests. Though that seemed to be a “safe space” for dialogue, I left feeling frustrated and uneasy. Following the “die-in,” many of us also participated in a candlelight vigil in downtown Louisville followed by a Black Lives Matter protest at the Middletown holiday festival. I wasn’t prepared for the hostility we had to face. As I stood holding a sign, White churchgoers yelled in my face things like, “Get a job!” and “Get off welfare!” I was seen as a poor, jobless Black woman invading their space, not as a medical student. It felt like they saw us only as hindering and disrupting their holiday cheer. The truth is, racism never takes a holiday. Many have lost loved ones and lives have been decimated due to systemic racism. The pain, anger, and dismay from that experience will linger for the duration of my lifetime. Almost six years later, overwhelmed by pain and anger, I cried watching the video of George Floyd taking his last breaths. For eight minutes and 46 seconds, a police officer knelt on his neck. And almost immediately after this video was shared everywhere, outrage swept the nation. A few days after the recent 2020 protests began, Dr. Tawana Coates texted me about her department wanting to participate in the “#WhiteCoatsFor- BlackLives” (WCFBL) event being held at institutions across the nation. She asked for my help in spreading the word and determining other departments’ desire to participate in such an event. Her text was welcome and brought me a sense of relief. As Shenequa Golding has been quoted as saying, “Your Black employees are exhausted. Scared. Crying in between meetings. Putting on a performance. Mentally checking out.” Struggling with the factual evidence that Black people are disproportionally affected by COVID-19, watching the news into the late-night hours, praying others would not die attempting to have their voices heard: these endless, painful worries are consuming much of my life. Walking around the hospital daily, it is hard to move forward with a “business as usual” attitude, given so much despair and suffering throughout our nation. (continued on page 34) JULY 2020 33