Alcyan: difficult in what way?
Marion Fadlan: I think, submission is not always easy. It can come with a heavy and fierce inner struggle and the level of submission I was asked to give here was high and not easy to give without a struggle
Alcyan: an RL inner struggle I suppose?
Marion Fadlan smiles inner struggle is always RL, Sir, or better, the same in both worlds
Alcyan: Marion, when did you realize you were ready to offer yourself to a Dom, what pushed you to follow this lifestyle in SL
Marion Fadlan: I always knew I was....different, but only after somebody talked to me about BDSM extensively i realized that I am not weird and that there are more people with this kind of ... madness. That there are even names for it. When I felt that I started to explore and explore in SL and explore in RL. I started my SL exploration in another BDSM sim, one that does not exist anymore, I did the training there but it was far from what i expected it to be and what i was searching for, so I searched for better places to gain knowledge and insight.
That is when i found Austin. Yes I always have been different; I always had a strong service attitude in general
Alcyan: Alvie, how about you, why you decided to follow this lifestyle
Alvie Avonside: Well, as mentioned before, I am not a member here, by choice. But I am a visitor sometimes.
I started out in SL in teen SL, then was "released" out onto the main grid, and started exploring. At some point, I found out that I liked certain areas of the adult community more than others, and had a like for pleasing people, and later more precise, serving
I do not follow the O style as it is practiced on this Sim, though I have been "trained" on a different sim with the same background story. Nowadays I am here only because I like the crowd and because my Master and Sis are often here.