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Lost Girl on a Journey BY BLAIR SCHOTT W hat if you were all alone in this big difficult world? I was. My name is Zoey Martin. My story dates all the way back to 1999. I was abandoned as a baby at a gas station on Route 89. The social worker told me that I was found in a 1985 Ford truck with no license plates. I had only a diaper on that was two weeks overdue. Imagine that diaper rash? YIKES! Anyways, that was the start of my down hill life. Around the age of 5, I was taken in by a family that over 5 kids from the system already. From what I remember, the parents were okay, but I know for a fact that the kids weren’t. They would do very harmful things to me. I still have marks and burns on my back from where they would try to “cook” me. I have always been a tiny frame person so that made it a harder struggle to fight back. I was taken from that family after almost a year of living there. I went in and out of homes like people refill their cars for gas. I never had anything that was special to me. I didn’t know my mom so there was no way of having a necklace that my grandma passed down to her and she passed down to me. I guess you could say that I lived out of a book bag. I mean it is better than a plastic bag. One day, I got the courage up to runaway from the system and live my life the way I wanted to live it. I wouldn’t have people pushing and pulling me certain ways. I would make my own decisions. I was 14 ½ when I packed up my book bag and fixed my bed as if I was still sleeping in it. Let me tell you this, stealth is not as easy as you would think. When I finally made it out of the house, I ran as fast as I could. By the time I stopped, I was probably 1 ½ miles away from the foster home. I ended up in a park five cities over from where I was staying. I would walk around the playground and watch people play soccer to past the time during the day. At night, I would go under the shelters they had put up for birthday parties and sleep under the picnic tables. Yes, the ground was not the best, but some how I would live on that ground for the rest of my life if it met not going back to the fos- ter home. About a week after my runaway, I was watching a ton of older guys play soccer. Some were really cute. To them, I was probably just a nerdy redhead with bright blue glasses that you could probably smell a mile away. I was sitting at the top of the bleachers. One of the players ran over to where I was sitting and grabbed something to drink. He looked up at me and I hurried up and look