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THE VERY REV. DR. HILARY SMITH Rector of St. Paul’s on-the-Hill, Winchester Diocese of Virginia The Very Rev. Dr. Hilary Borbón Smith is the rector of St. Paul’s on-the-Hill, Winchester and dean of Region XIV. She is also currently serving as the chair of the deputation to General Convention for the Diocese of Virginia and as a facilitator for Fresh Start Virginia. She is a spiritual director for Virginia Theological Seminary. She has previously served as associate at St. James the Less, Ashland while also working as the Episcopal chaplain to Randolph-Macon College, and as assistant at St. Paul’s, Richmond. She holds degrees from the University of Richmond, the University of Leicester, the University of Virginia and Virginia Theological Seminary. Smith, 43, has been ordained 11 years. PASTOR-PROPHET HEROES & HEROINES BAPTISMAL COVENANT As I consider the ways in which I am a pastor and the ways in which I am a prophet, I realize that the perspectives of the persons with whom I am interacting have much to do with how one might categorize my mode of being. Being pastoral with some people might seem like being a prophet to others. Because I strive to respect the dignity of all people and treat all people the same regardless of matters such as race or income level or sexual orientation, some might view my words and actions as prophetic, whereas others would view them as pastoral. Generally, I am known to be pastoral more so than prophetic because my way of being a prophet invites reflection on the part of all rather than providing instruction to a few or a certain segment of the church community. If called to be bishop suffragan, I envision my way of being pastor and prophet being much the same as it is now. My spiritual hero or heroine is the average person in the pew who seeks to do the best he or she can do in worshipping God and responding to God’s call given the circumstances of his or her life. There is much in our culture that can distract us from focusing on God. There are many things that demand our time and make getting to church difficult; there are always problems or conflicts that arise and can discourage some from staying in the church. I presided recently at the funeral of a founding member of my church; George is my hero because, for 45 years, he remained faithful to God and committed to the ministry through our parish church. George and his family were asked to go to the new mission church, which meant they had to leave the church they had known and trust that God had great plans for the new mission. There were many ups and downs over the years, but George did not leave when times were difficult and so displayed the virtue of stability. Because of George, and those like him, I am able to be part of a faith community. “Will you continue in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of the bread and in the prayers?” I answered, “I will, with God’s help” to that question for the first time when I was baptized at the age of 24. Becoming a member of the Body of Christ and being welcomed into the fellowship of the faith gave me joy and peace beyond anything I had ever known. My experience of God’s love and welcome had begun before the day of my baptism, but making those vows enabled me to embrace the faith in response to God’s embrace of me. I had planned be to a history professor, and while doing graduate work in history at the University of Leicester in England, I started going to church for the first time in my life and, much to my surprise, had a conversion experience. My conversion experience led to that day at St. Paul’s Memorial Church in Charlottesville when I was baptized and first affirmed the Baptismal Covenant. In the words about the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, I have a sense of the history involved in such a question and the great privilege I have of being a member of such a fellowship. Since my conversion and my baptism, I have devoted my life to helping others know the joy of Christian community and the transforming grace of a personal relationship with God through Christ. S continued on page 7 6 VIRGINIA EPISCOPALIAN / Spring 2012