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“Brain injury is an invisible illness,” Hayley muses. “I looked normal but it took me over a year to feel like I was back to being a functional person, able to maintain my energy level, and get through the day.” As her strength and confidence returned through yoga, Hayley began to pursue new interests. She started a career as a freelance wedding photographer and became a yoga instructor. Hayley is keenly aware that an inch in the other direction and she might not be here today, but she embodies the “realistic op- timism” that LYB espouses. “The accident helped me to look at life in a new way and see that things aren’t happening to me, they’re happening for me. It flipped our whole life upside down, and I’m definitely the new Hayley. I used to pride myself on being driven and on top of my game. Now I’m a bit forgetful and sometimes lack a filter, which is pretty common for people with TBI. Luckily, I tend to blurt out happy thoughts. My husband, Andy, has been so wonderful and supportive. The accident transformed who I am and serendipitously led to these new opportunities and amazing people.” Hayley will attend the training this March in Vancouver to become a LYB yoga instructor. And she hopes to become a LYB intern doing outreach and education. “Honestly, I wouldn’t be where I am today without LoveYourBrain.” Slow the Pace, Remove the Pressure “TBI often leads to dizziness, fatigue, and headaches, so we created strategies to avoid further physical or mental stress,” Kyla says. “Sometimes in a yoga class, you feel pressure to achieve a certain shape or way of positioning yourself. Our classes do the opposite; we encourage people to listen to and honor what they can feel from the inside, which is a very empowering message. By supporting people to turn 68 VERMONT MAGAZINE inward, we see people tapping in to their inner resilience in a new way. In many cas- es, people with TBI already feel different or struggle to keep up with daily life. They don’t need one more pressure.” Caitlin Pascucci founded Burlington’s Sangha Studio in 2014. Sangha is a non- profit, donation-based yoga studio with a social mission to make yoga accessible to all, regardless of ability to pay. LYB’s specialized population and commitment to offer free programs to TBI survivors aligned well with Sangha’s mission. In February 2016, Sangha became LYB’s first partnering yoga studio in the nation. “We host the FUNdamental LYB six-week program several times a year,” Caitlin says. “It’s incredibly accessible with a gentle approach and very low stimulus to make participants comfortable. We keep the lights low, cover the floor-to-ceiling windows, and there’s no music. We teach slow movements that can be done standing or sitting on the floor or in a chair to reduce dizziness. People can use props and all the poses can be modified to meet the needs of each individual.” Kyla and her team ensure that all yoga instructors have undergone rigorous training on how to teach adaptive yoga. In late 2018, approximately 300 trained instructors were teaching at 60 partner studios across the nation and in Canada. Each class, geared for 7 to 13 participants, meets once a week for six consecutive weeks. The 90-minute yoga instruction is followed by a half-hour group discussion. This vital feature enhances the sense of communal support, a powerful opportunity for participants to share openly about the challenges and triumphs they’re experiencing. Most people who have attended these sessions describe them as “life shifting.” “As of 2019, we’ve served nearly 3,000 people with TBI and their caregivers,” Kyla reports. “Twenty percent repeat the program because they find it so empowering and healing.” Maggie Smith, already a yoga instructor, admired LYB’s mission so she trained under Kyla in Boston. She then taught a few six-week sessions at Heart of the Village studio in Manchester in 2016. “I’m really impressed with LYB’s organized and thoughtful teaching approach—and the In my own case, I went from being social to being on the couch all the time, in the dark, and not feeling well. During that first session, I knew this was where I was meant to be, surrounded by people who under- stood. I think that’s where everything changed for me. That’s how I came to grips with accepting my new reality. LYB yoga has helped de-stress my life in so many ways.”