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A Vermont Hideaway: Neshobe Island The famed “Algonquin Round Table” held its first “meeting” in June of 1919. The group met almost every day for lunch for the next 10 years. The regular crew of writers, artists, critics, and comedians included Alexander Woollcott, Dorothy Parker, Herman J. Mankiewicz, Harpo Marx, and Robert Benchley. Irving Berlin (Benjamin Lerner’s great-grandfather) was a frequent guest. During the 1920s, the group of celebrities had a get-away retreat located on Lake Bomoseen in Castleton, VT called Neshobe Island. The island boasts 7 acres of land and is only accessible by boat during the summertime, making this destination the perfect location for a Round Table retreat; its isolation a far cry from Manhattan. The group would play croquet and try to scare the mainlanders away from the Island. With hik- ing trails and lodging, the members of the Round Table had a grand old time in the Green Mountain State. But it was hard at first, because there’s a difference between being able to rhyme words and being able to do it rhythmically. And I was never really a singer, and my instrument was always my hands. So it was a process, for sure. But I got into rap by being a fan of rap music and then being kind of thrust into that social situation where it was a sign of status to be able to be in the middle of the party and rhyme over these beats on command. I thought that was an incredible skill, and I wanted to be part of it.” Benjamin was also around 15 or 16 when he composed his first song on the piano. “I was cooped up in my house, because I had done some kind of stupid thing. And I didn’t have any way to express myself… I just sat down at the piano and started playing things. … I was just playing around improvising, but when I found a chord progression I really liked, and I was able to write it down and be like, “This is me”. That was incredible, because it [went] from just being able to interpret what other people made - into [my] own vision! I mean, there’s no way for me to put a price on it or explain it. It was the first time I had made a musical creation that wasn’t just some high school, garage band, rock song or some silly exercise in classical theory training. It really meant a lot to me, because I’ll remember that piece for the rest of my life. It was the first time I ever truly put a piece of my soul on paper musically.” “The Algonquin Round Table” as captured by the legendary Al Hirschfeld © The Al Hirschfeld Foundation. www.AlHirschfeldFoundation.org “My first ‘A-Ha Experience’ was with alcohol. It’s when I knew what alcohol did, and I sought-out that feeling. My friend and I were in his parents’ house … There was this rusty, musty - like literally had cobwebs on it - case of forgotten Sam Adams Oktoberfest. It was well past its prime. And I drank it, and it tasted terrible. It was tepid, but the feeling it gave me was complete detached bliss … and the raging voices inside my head telling me I wasn’t good enough [disappeared] … The first time I ever smoked pot was a year and change later … It was pretty surreal, because it gave me this medicated feeling, similar to alcohol, but less medicinal, more mind-opening. And I was able to kind of see the world through a different perspective, because alcohol is a drug, sure, but it didn’t change my conscious- ness, so much as it dissolved it. Marijuana was a change in perception of how I perceived the world around me.” Benjamin, who attends AA meetings regularly, openly shares his descent into addiction. “At first, it was pretty suburban. I’d get drunk and throw up at a party and have to ply my older classmates with a bottle of champagne to keep going. I’d show up hungover to piano recitals and get low judging scores, or I’d not study for tests … but I kind of justified my addiction and the slow downward descent in terms of my academic success and my success with classical piano - by making the drugs themselves my identity. I fi- nally thought that I fit in. And it wasn’t because it was cool. Unfortunately, it was at this same time that Benjammin Although I guess it was. I mean, I saw the bottles in my bag started drinking alcohol and smoking marijuana, as well. and the bags of weed that I had as a status symbol - in the 43 VTMAG.com VTMAG.com 39