Verb Magazine February 2014 | Page 13

PAGE 13 FEBRUARY 2014 ISSUE 1 VOLUME 1 VERB MAGAZINE PERSONAL My home town probably isn’t known by the majority of my country but, it isn’t your hometown that gives u a gun. It wasn’t the village’s gangsters that made me do crime, no not the men that sat and saw a twelve year old on the block half past six in the morning and shared a early smoke.” Marc Friday I ventured away from my nest, mainly because I knew that- or at least believed that- on the outside, away from this family thing, people tend to treat u better. In England I had an Anglo-Saxon family that made me feel like a gazillion pounds (not dollars, pounds.) And here in Trinidad, after my mother left and I decided that the southern part of the island was better, I had the block. There, on the block, I felt superb. I was hailed and known as a “Dan”. “Marky de Dan.” I was crowned a prince, the young Don of Vance River. I fell in love with the thick smoke that rose into the air from morn- ing until morning; the idle speech that we would listen to and laugh at; the sounds that fill our ears while we talk idly and smoke enough marijuana to move like thick mud.... My home town isn’t a hot spot as some other people’s home towns are made to seem. So, u see, I am not a victim of peer pressure, neither was I misled or praised for my heinous actions. My home town probably isn’t known by the majority of my country but, it isn’t your hometown that gives u a gun. It wasn’t the village’s gangsters that made me do crime, no not the men that sat and saw a twelve year old on the block half past six in the morning and shared a early smoke. How could they have known that my fate would pass me so near to death that I could have smelt the decaying bodies from so long ago? Those men and women were just giving me what they never had when they were my age, and me? I was enjoying every minute of it. I enjoyed those years age twelve to seventeen... Girls, guns, ganja ... and money. Her eyes we’re filled with slow falling tears, glistening under the street light that line the Point Fortin Main Road. Her body trembling and her voice squeaking discreet pleads for her safety. Her back against a wall and her eyes ... her eyed staring down the barrel of a Venezuelan made handgun. She moves quickly - wouldn’t you given the fact your being ro