Urban Image Magazine November 2013 Issue November 2013 | Page 46

FALLING OUT OF LOVE WITH YOU
By: Jonathan Vinazza

Why can't I help this?
This feeling of inevitable doom.
I try so hard to shake this
Feelings so regrettable and unforgettable too.
I wish you would notice.
Notice me falling fast away from you.
Now it's so hard to focus
Blinded by the love lost in my thoughts of you.
And just across the horizon
Within a fog watching the clouds at dusk with you,
I contemplate fading out
To black because the fact is the world is cruel
So I look beyond it
Seeking solace from any malice in a golden rule
Trying to be a hero
After being a such a villain, willing to try something new.
And I hope you appreciate
That God has probably punished me for what I did
to you.
Funny thing about it is
My heart has been torn apart so my view is askew.
Perhaps these notions are bogus
Perhaps in a universe parallel none of it is true.
Or perhaps in one kiss
Such bliss would seem too abysmal for me to
subdue
Or even perhaps still
This uncertain future of ours will soon become
unglued
But as I now write this
With a pensive pen, trying so hard to construe.
I hold back nothing

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