Urban Freedom Magazine Vol1 | Page 12

Poets Cove D.B.D.[Drugs Before Daughters] By Michelle Reed My whole life you put drugs before me And now at 22 do you really expect me to call you daddy? No sir, your name is sperm donor and I do not respect you Not after all the hell you put my family through You had one job and that was to protect me But you were nowhere to be found when I was getting beat For just looking like you Or at least that what it seemed like to me My mom couldn’t beat you so she constantly came after me College couldn’t come soon enough so I could finally break free Now people see me for me....no lon- ger am I referred to as “Big Dogg’s baby” I want absolutely no connection to you Having your face is enough Out here no one will ask me “Do you think your father is still out there on that stuff” No child should ever have to go through that So I left New York and never looked back.... Now that I’m finally starting to get my life on track I get that familiar phone call saying your father is back And he’s ready to be a family He might convince my mother and even get to my sister But hell would freeze over before he gets me I’m not about to give you another chance to lie I’m sick of seeing my mother cry I’m tired of hearing my sister ask why To be quite honest sometimes I wish you’d just overdose and die I was a bastard child, but I didn’t have to be It’s all because you chose the drugs over me You really think because you’re “clean” all of a sudden we are one happy family? No, not with me I won’t be around for another repeat Melanin glow By: Louise Wheeler I could tell there was certain envy by the way my body swayed, And I could tell that they could see the richness in my skin... They knew it was worth more than they could ever imagine or even admit... The good news is, I never needed confirmation from them...   My black girl magic was always shin- ing since birth. 12 Pure magic in my eyes, in my lips, and intellect... I bet they never saw it coming... Cause there was always doubt since I stepped foot on this earth. But I now walk with my head held high.   For my ancestors who died for us... You are never forgotten. Always re- member that. You shine like the North Star that guided our magic to freedom... And we stand here today because of you.   We thank you. 400 years overdue... Your tears have rained down on us... Because they knew, you were pure magic. I am pure magic.  We are pure magic, as they watch our melanin glow.