TRAVERSE Issue 14 - October 2019 | Page 94

through the gears, over the dunes like it was riding for its life. I pulled into the Ilkurlka road- house as the last light was leaving the sky. The resident caretaker, Rob came out and took one look at me and offered me the spare bed in the caretaker’s cabin. I was so grateful. The thought of setting up my camp was enough to make me want to cry. The following two days were spent riding some of the most corrugated tracks of the entire adventure. I questioned why I was doing this. Yet couldn’t help thinking that I chose this life. I wanted this life. This challenge. Again, I told myself TRAVERSE 94 to get up and own it. That morning presented a real moment. Just about to pull into Warburton roadhouse, the halfway point of almost 8,000 kilometres, I was spent. My body was broken. I just wanted to go home. Every kilometre west was just another tor- turous kilometre away from Victoria. Away from home. I found myself at a mental fork in the road. It took another two full days to reach Carnegie Station. The previous seven days had seen only five vehi- cles, all headed east. I was grateful for a real shower, a hot meal and human contact. It had been a mental