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They all used the phrase 'to do', which I honestly do not understand because the Camino de Santiago is already 'done'. My Brazilian friend said that never had he lived a similar experi- ence. The conclusion he’d reached is that of 'having known', and now knowing how to recognise its limits, and having shared with other human beings limited experiences. Thousands of pilgrims roam the square, weary and holding on with the help of their canes, their eyes irritated with so much crying, dishevelled, some hurt, others limp- ing barefoot and dirty. A spectacle that surprised me. These pilgrims walked hundreds of kilometers to 'find themselves in life'. I was watching this collective deliri- um for a while, thinking about those old people, that human mass that came from all corners of the planet, sleeping in shelters, suffering the cold, enduring the rain, with blisters on their feet, controlling the despair that was the effort. I asked myself, "why?" No matter how hard I tried, I could not understand the phenomenon, and in some way, I detected a hint of envy towards them all. Maybe, if I had the faith they have, my life would be much simpler. But no matter how hard I tried on that day; I could not TRAVERSE 68