Transforming Today's World Magazine Volume 2 Issue 6 | Page 62

A Different Look at Rue McClanahan Continued from Page 48 said, “My Lord!” I also just love the picture on your book; I just think it’s wonderful. Rue: Well, I love it too, but let’s be honest. That was done with lighting and makeup and hair and 64 different takes. Freya: Yes, but it is still you, honey. They could have done that to somebody else and it wouldn’t look like that. Rue: Well, I did look like that for a second or two. Freya: Yes, and that’s going to be on the cover of my magazine…you’re still going to be out there looking like that! Well, I sure wish we could get you to South Texas, and do a book promotion. We would love to have you, Rue. Rue: Well, thank you for the invitation. I wouldn’t hold my breath if I were you, because I am going to be busy on this TV show. Freya: Well, that is great. Keep me posted on that. I won’t hold MY breath, because I would go into more panic attacks! I have had enough. Rue: I hope you’re not serious, after Reggie’s death and all? Freya: Well, actually, it took a couple of months. Well, not a couple of months…practically a year. It was very strange. For a couple of months, I’d turn the lights off and walk down the hall to go to bed. My heart would start pounding. You have absolutely no control whatsoever. Right out of your sub-conscious, you get hit – head on. Then I became aware of it...when I could identify it…it would go away. It was very odd. And then, when Reggie died a couple of months ago, that was horrible. That was terrifying. There are certain places that I can’t go anymore like the market because I will have a panic attack. Rue: Why a market? Freya: I am trying to figure this out. It is where Reggie and I used to go shopping all the time. Rue: Well, that’s normal. Freya: Yeah, so now I stay out of those places. If I stay out of certain places, then it generally doesn’t happen. Rue: Were you living together when he died? Freya: No, he had his classic mid-life crisis last December, went and bought a Harley Davidson and grew his hair all the way down his back. He was going to go off and paint. I F