TRACES Spring 2013 | Page 8

At Night

By Laura Cook

At night, he says, he can’t sleep

because the stars are too loud

smashing

crashing

shattered glass

They sound like hearts breaking, he says

torn apart by steel flashing bright

things they can help

things they can’t

things near and half a world away

Why won’t the stars be quiet, he says

tears flowing silver from his eyes

they know i am no savior

in comparison i am paper

broken and torn before i begin

Maybe that’s why the stars need you, i say

if the gleaming angels could save themselves

don’t you think they would

maybe they need someone like you

like paper like glass like dust

Like paper, like glass, like dust, he says

while they are steel and mountains and trees

but steel can be broken

mountains razed to the ground

and the mighty trees felled

Maybe they do need me, he says

and that night he doesn’t try to sleep

he listens to the smashing

the shattered-glass crashing

the voices of the stars

DRAMA

The Tormented Sinner

by Anonymous

Of lips that tremble,

providing kisses that calm qualms.

And whispering silent, lips,

parting, pleasing, loving, teasing.

Whispers as tipping toes,

with feel--feel of stomps.

Whispering beautiful disasters.

Creativity is beauty.

though beauty is pain.

Whispering, darling...

that I kiss like the rain.

And dance with me in the quiet night...

sing with the power and the strife.

But no.

You say I'm a poet,

An artist...

A free soul.

What's being a poet?

To have a fantasy as a life goal?

Tippings of hats, and licking of tongues.

I am a poet?

Though my intelligence is often wrong.

Kisses? Kisses? Lips...

Never again will I speak from my lips!

Writings on paper,

Never meant to deceive.

You say I'm a poet...

Then why can't I breathe?

Suffocation!

It's lovely, it gives me a moment...

That there would be a distraction.

From the torments lamented.

Dying! Dying! Dying!

Reborn into a new shell...

For today was the end.

The end of this "poet".

The end of this pain.

The end of everything...

That I have myself to blame.