I can't change other people, but I can change myself.
In the end, it's between me God/Universe/Source.
I have already once gone through the tunnel.
I have already once seen the movie of my life, where I was told that my time had not yet come AND where i
got sent back.
I will once again face all that I have ever said and done.
I will once again see the sequences of my life.
I want to see a beautiful movie. I want to hear the most
beautiful words.
I want to see beautiful pictures.
I´m not going to leave this planet, until I´ve seen my
whole fairy tale.
What others choose to do is their choice.
What I choose to do is my responsibility. What others say about
me has nothing to do with me. What I think about others and myself Has everything to do with me.
I was on my way out.
But, something inside of me told me to turn around.
So I went back in and walked towards him.
He was standing in the bathroom, looking in the mirror.
I had to say a few words to him, before I went.
I told him that I believed in him.
That he was strong and that I knew that he would make it.
He looked at me and said; You don´t know anything.
You don´t know what I´m going through.
You don´t know how it feels to have pain.
You don´t know anything about suffering.
Then he gave me a hug. I looked him deep in the eyes
and whispered in his ear that I loved him.
I hadn't said those words in a long time, but this day, I just wanted to tell him how deeply I loved him.
I kissed him on the cheek
and we went our separate ways.