“Every Wants In A Wild”
She documented for me a time
A spell I could not decode
And every once in a while
I begin to feel her corrode
Such is life
She played the role for a while
Of an insufferable concubine
And every once in a while
I begin to wonder what’s really mine
Such is life
There is no way to explain
No way to explain away living flesh
A soul with fake limbs barely attached
Lives in a day dream world when the sun is up
A nightmare when darkness comes
A nightmare during the day rings true
Like a body hitting pavement in the middle of the courtyard blues
And when the hours begin to slow
I can feel parts of me still frozen in time
They've sent me letters from 20 years ago,
Asking for some kind of sign
And there she is again, in the distance
Pouring corrosive acid over the mind field
Dares me to exercise free will
There's no way to explain-
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