2006.07.12.
little soul has been sighing painfully, for it could not escape the toils of the spirit of haughtiness and of the passing greatness, and now it has been sighing and trying to refresh itself by the spirit of confession, Lord. We are with it, we, Your disciples, for Your angels has brought it near to the day when it will be mentioned before You by those who are the people of Your word. Let’ s us refresh it, Lord. Amen, amen, amen.
– You, My disciples because you followed Me on the earth, work, beloved ones, do My work on earth as in heaven, for you are My disciples, and I, the Lord, look and comfort My affected spirit, deeply affected. Amen.
– Oh, Lord, we, Your disciples, work like You. You took the keys of death and hell, and You gave us the keys of the kingdom of the heavens to be Your confessors and to tell everybody that You are the Christ, the Son of God, the living One forever and ever, that You are the slaughtered Lamb and that You are the Savior of those who follow You. We give voice to the soul that will be to confess about it, about You, Lord, and about the work of Your word over the earth. Amen.
– I stand having been set by angels before You and before Your twelve disciples and before those who testify today like Your disciples, Jesus Lord. I am astounded by Your invisible glory from the earth over Your anointed ones, who bear the work of Your word from Your mouth to the man’ s ear. I did not want to know how long I stayed and I did not want to join with my life and work to this glory of Yours on earth, which, my relatives according to the flesh knew about. Your angel took my soul away from the body one year ago and brought Me before Your throne. I had nothing to bring You for my life. I was proud on earth and You did not receive any of my sacrifices, about which I was saying that I was bringing before You, for « The Lord stands against those who are proud », as it is written. I cry bitterly when I see in time how many sacrifices You have received, both from the rich ones and from the poor ones, but You did not receive any of my sacrifices, and I suffer without any comfort that I have not got now any earnings from my life on earth. You also wanted to write me in heaven with a sacrifice pleased to You, but I did not love You, I had no mercy on You, but I rather asked for my right when I left Your chosen land as Your inheritance, as it really was. I upset You then and You spoke a prophetic word to me that You would take me away from the earth because of my lack of love, because my lack of obedience to You, and then I persecuted those who were Your elected ones. At the end of my life on the earth I caused You great pain and I touched with hatred, with evil speaking and threatening those who carried You as word on the earth and over Your people, for I thought I was able to do this. Now, I have seen how powerfully You watch over those people and how You call out for them the word of the Scriptures, saying: « Do not conspire against My prophets ». However, I did not want to fulfill this way and I tell everybody not to do this great sin, and I tell them that haughtiness is the most hostile sin against the man’ s life on the earth and then when he leaves his body, after that on the earth he feeds on the spirit of greatness of the empty glory, on the sin of the worshipping this idol, for the greatest idol is the human mind in which the man’ s haughtiness has room, the spirit which feeds and makes the man glad on the earth. To ask for Your forgiveness now, because I was unfaithful, without holy work and full of haughtiness, I know that You are the One Who know Your judgments and that You will work according to Your will. However, I ask those whom I disregarded on the earth, who are Your way with the word of Your calling over the living and over the dead, I ask them to be my intercession before You, for they have great favor with You, and You are a righteous Judge, and You are good with them, with those who love You according to Your will. I tell from here to all those on the earth who receive Your word from You, that it is a great chasm for the soul, the man’ s greatness on the earth, for it completely separates the man from God on earth and in heaven, because no one can serve God half way. I tell everybody to look after You with great
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