2006.07.07.
– Come, God and little Lamb, Who humble Yourself and stay only humble for Your walking on the earth. You spoke once to those who have carried You as Your word to the man, and You told them that before man one should go on his knees so that he may be able to walk on his feet. However now, the pain in You whispers to those who walk like that for Your way with the man, and it whispers to them that one should go only on his elbows and knees, and not only on his knees for the man’ s walking on his feet, who is not used to the walking that pleases God and from which Your comfort and the comfort of Your saints come, Your hope and the hope of Your saints, little and suffering Lamb. I comfort You with my hand with which I poured out running water over Your head in the river Jordan, and I remind You of my pain by which I was teaching the people to repent and then to become a dwelling place of Your kingdom with which You came on the earth to establish it in man. However, they came because of the fear of the heavenly wrath due to the wandering away of their life, but they did not come for repentance. You have also come today for their repentance from heaven, as word and sign of Your coming, but the people remain far away from Your calling with their works, with their life, and as some offspring of vipers try to run away from the wrath and in no way do they come for repentance and then for a holy and new life. The man comes to You and then tries to lose You for his life, and he does not come with repentance. The brood of vipers, after they are born, kill their mother, and that is why I called brood of vipers those who did not come for repentance and then for Your life in them; and not to strike You after the man comes, after You open for him to come in and have life and work like Yours from You. Oh, You are God, but the one who wants to try to come to You by Your calling, forgets who You are and who he is, and the man forgets that he is small and that You are God, and that it is because of Your mercy You call and receive Him, and not that he may boast that he has You as his Father, but to really have You, if he has got You and if he boasts about this. The one who boasts about this, that one can no longer pray to You, for those who are Yours humble themselves deeply, they are afraid of Your greatness and stay little under it and stay in submission waiting for Your mercy over their weaknesses, over their weak powers.
Oh, little and teaching Lamb, the man does not know why I called You the Lamb of God, why the prophets called you the slaughtered Lamb, as in fact You are, for their prophesies have been fulfilled. Woe to the one who is greater and stronger than You are, and not like You, little Lamb, and happy is the one who lets himself be made in Your image and after You likeness, dear little lamb to be like You, Lord. However, the man is haughty, poor of him, and he cannot be little lamb. The man is discontent and the one who is discontent cannot be aggrieved, for his dissatisfaction is a spirit nourished by the spirit of haughtiness against another one, it is nourished by the spirit of judgment against the one who is blamed by man. Oh, the man does not want to remain with You, gentle and little Lamb, and one should go on his elbows and knees to help the man to humility like ours, Lord of those who are humble and full of Your grace full of Your life in man.
Oh, people who hear the word from God! Let the Lord not speak alone, let Him not listen alone and let Him not remain alone. I did not know how to listen to Him more beautifully and more truly when He was speaking to Me and was teaching Me. He was very humble to hide His face of my God. He did not want me to think that He was greater than I was. He humbled Himself like a God and He was teaching me, and I was receiving of His grace like a perfect disciple. I did not want to be less than He was in the work of my life. This is how I had followed my Teacher, and He was the Lamb of God, and only at Jordan I saw this, for He was humble and did not want to be known by His greatness, but He rather He hid His greatness like a God, and the man has not learned this yet even from God, after he has learned about God’ s humility.
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