2005.07.12.
When I left a book about You on the earth, I wrote in it this: « In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and all things were made through Him; and the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we saw His glory, such glory as of the One and only Son born of the Father, full of grace and truth, and from His fullness we all received grace upon grace, and He has declared the Father to us ».( John 1:1, 2, 14, 16, 18)
Oh, little Lamb, Lord, I asked You to let me testify that the life, which You brought on the earth and of which all have received, and that all were made by You, and without You nothing was made. I tell all those on the earth who think that they know something, I tell them that they did not know about the mystery of life on the earth, because You gave this wisdom to Your disciples and not to other people, and every man has to receive teaching from them, and the man should do nothing, because the life and the world that was made are within You, and the man does not know about this mystery, but only Your disciples knew and know.
When You made the heaven and the earth, the earth was formless and empty, as the man was after You made him from the dust. Only after You had breathed word from Your mouth and told the earth to give forth fruit, only then the earth caught life on it. Only after you had breathed from Your mouth over the body made from dust after Your image, only after that, the man that was made from dust in Your image, received a living soul.
You, those who thought and think that you know something on the earth, I call you with the gentleness of the Lamb of God, to open your eyes and to learn the mystery of life on the earth. Christ, the Word, was and is the life, and without Him nothing was made. God, the Word, this is the One Who was in the beginning with God, and everything was made by Him, because life was and is in Him, and it was not hard for him to shepherd us with it, with the life, which is being given. He is the Word Who spoke on the Mount of Sinai and told us to love God with all our soul, which is given by Him when He filled the sky with breath of life at the making of the sky and of the earth, and behold, we all have received our soul from His fullness, we all have received life, and we have received grace upon grace, we those who knew Him that He was the Word from the beginning, and by Whom all things were made, and Who became Man for us, the men, for our life and salvation from death. And behold the Lamb of God; He came again in the world as word by which the living and the dead are judged. Amen. The most judging of His word over the living and the dead is the first word of His prayer before the man when He spoke on the Mount Sinai, saying: « Israel, you shall love the Lord, your God, with all your soul ». Then God told the man to love Him with all that which the man has from God, with the soul, which is the man’ s life, for the soul is from God in man, and it is the breath of life, which God, the Word, put it between heaven and earth at the creation of the world. Amen.
Oh, little Lamb, Lord, I loved You in me and I loved You without limits with my life, and my life had no any boundary when I loved You within it. I loved You within me and I did not love myself, and this was my live and the soul of my life. You were my soul, and I did nothing else with it but I loved You within me through it, through You, for You are the soul of the man, and You cry within each man through his soul, taken from You in him, and the man does not know this, because his heart, his thought and his virtue, which are in his body, do not love You from man, and Your soul from man is a slave of the man’ s life, because the man lives his own life. However, I lived You and I listened and I listen only to You, just as You listen to the Father, and I ask the people to give You life in them, for You are their soul, and they do not know the mystery of life; the man does not know who cries within him after life. Your word on the Mount
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