2005.07.12 .
When I left a book about You on the earth , I wrote in it this : « In the beginning was the Word , and the Word was with God , and all things were made through Him ; and the Word became flesh and lived among us , and we saw His glory , such glory as of the One and only Son born of the Father , full of grace and truth , and from His fullness we all received grace upon grace , and He has declared the Father to us ». ( John 1:1 , 2 , 14 , 16 , 18 )
Oh , little Lamb , Lord , I asked You to let me testify that the life , which You brought on the earth and of which all have received , and that all were made by You , and without You nothing was made . I tell all those on the earth who think that they know something , I tell them that they did not know about the mystery of life on the earth , because You gave this wisdom to Your disciples and not to other people , and every man has to receive teaching from them , and the man should do nothing , because the life and the world that was made are within You , and the man does not know about this mystery , but only Your disciples knew and know .
When You made the heaven and the earth , the earth was formless and empty , as the man was after You made him from the dust . Only after You had breathed word from Your mouth and told the earth to give forth fruit , only then the earth caught life on it . Only after you had breathed from Your mouth over the body made from dust after Your image , only after that , the man that was made from dust in Your image , received a living soul .
You , those who thought and think that you know something on the earth , I call you with the gentleness of the Lamb of God , to open your eyes and to learn the mystery of life on the earth . Christ , the Word , was and is the life , and without Him nothing was made . God , the Word , this is the One Who was in the beginning with God , and everything was made by Him , because life was and is in Him , and it was not hard for him to shepherd us with it , with the life , which is being given . He is the Word Who spoke on the Mount of Sinai and told us to love God with all our soul , which is given by Him when He filled the sky with breath of life at the making of the sky and of the earth , and behold , we all have received our soul from His fullness , we all have received life , and we have received grace upon grace , we those who knew Him that He was the Word from the beginning , and by Whom all things were made , and Who became Man for us , the men , for our life and salvation from death . And behold the Lamb of God ; He came again in the world as word by which the living and the dead are judged . Amen . The most judging of His word over the living and the dead is the first word of His prayer before the man when He spoke on the Mount Sinai , saying : « Israel , you shall love the Lord , your God , with all your soul ». Then God told the man to love Him with all that which the man has from God , with the soul , which is the man ’ s life , for the soul is from God in man , and it is the breath of life , which God , the Word , put it between heaven and earth at the creation of the world . Amen .
Oh , little Lamb , Lord , I loved You in me and I loved You without limits with my life , and my life had no any boundary when I loved You within it . I loved You within me and I did not love myself , and this was my live and the soul of my life . You were my soul , and I did nothing else with it but I loved You within me through it , through You , for You are the soul of the man , and You cry within each man through his soul , taken from You in him , and the man does not know this , because his heart , his thought and his virtue , which are in his body , do not love You from man , and Your soul from man is a slave of the man ’ s life , because the man lives his own life . However , I lived You and I listened and I listen only to You , just as You listen to the Father , and I ask the people to give You life in them , for You are their soul , and they do not know the mystery of life ; the man does not know who cries within him after life . Your word on the Mount
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