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2004.02.22.
— Lord, I have been crying since the day I went down crying into the dwelling of the
dead and I became dust, and I have been crying with a greater pain since the day when you
signed My forgiveness by Your crying and by Your blood on the cross, which was shed one the
earth, because water and blood flew from Your side, and also from Your eyes on the cross,
Lord. The part of Your body that was first pierced is the place on my body from where
You took the evil out of me and brought it before me in the flesh. (Eva, r.n.) You brought
me face to face with my body, and then I sinned in my body, and since then I have been cruci-
fying You in My body and I have no longer let You live in me and I have no longer been Your
dwelling place. However, I have been crying now before You for every man that has come out
of me, to forgive him and that Your forgiveness may come to me in order to give our hand to
the sinners for them to come out of the tombs and from death, Lord. Receive this prayer and
receive my bitter crying because I have witnesses between me and You, Your very little ones,
who live in You and through You on the land of Your coming.
It is not You who cast me out from Paradise, but the sin of my body, which lusted against
Your spirit from me when I died in heaven and then on earth. I became haughty in heaven, and
I died on earth, according to Your word spoken in Paradise, when You told me that in the day
I ate from the fruits of the tree You told me not to it from, I would surely die. And when the day
You made me came again, I died in heaven, because I did not listen to You and I ate of the tree
and then I was afraid of God because I died and this was my punishment, because fear goes
along with punishment, Lord, and I, instead of asking for Your forgiveness for what I did, I hid
behind me, behind my body with it, behind my wife, and You saw me hidden and made me come
down on earth, as You told me at my creation when You taught me to listen to You. However, I
did not listen to You, because I did not see You anywhere but only in creatures and I heard Your
voice and I died because of my haughtiness, Lord, and then I was subjected by angels until You
judged me in heaven and then You put me down on earth, and at the Paradise entrance You set
Your angels with a flaming sword.
I remember now my haughtiness from Paradise, which the first host of the angels be-
ginning with Lucifer, its chief angel, served, and I remember the archangel Michael, who sub-
jected me at Your command as a guilty one for the falling of the Lucifer’s host. He subjected
me with great power and he called out to all the angelic hosts speaking to them: «Let us stay
well and in fear and let us be attentive!». You were the witness of all these and You were
bitterly hurt by my falling down and by the falling of those who wanted to serve my haughtiness
against You. Two thousand years ago, You taught Your disciples not to rejoice because the
spirits fallen from heaven listened to them, and You told them how You saw them falling when
they bowed to me and then You taught them to rejoice because You wrote them into the Book
of their Life with You.
I remember with sighing and crying of my crying on the day when I went down crying
into the dwelling of the dead, and painfully I ask for the forgiveness of the sinners who died
through my sin, Lord. It was not You, Who sent me away from Paradise, but the sin of my body
that had to be holy forever, because You made me in Your image, Lord.
But now, forgive the sinners, who were and who are on earth committing my very sin,
and I then I will have the joy of the forgiveness of the human kind and of its raising, and I will
fully taste of the mystery of redemption, which came down from heaven on earth in the flesh to
bring the salvation of those who have been crying for seven ages for their last salvation and
resurrection, for You, the One Who are the beginning of the resurrection of those asleep, Lord
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