2003.12.19 .
My people , I , within My pain , speak to you today about My kingdom inside the man and which has to be poured out outside of him with My mysterious face and with My life seen on the sides by the sons of the people who see the sons of God . This miracle , which has never been heard about , this coming of Mine with My church , ( See the selection topic : „ The true church ”, r . n .) which I introduced even in the time of My supper with My disciples , saying that I would not eat of My Passover until My kingdom was to come on earth , and this longing of Mine came and its time , which I prophesied about , has been fulfilled , and behold My word that becomes flesh , a church with My body and with My word in it , the entire kingdom of the heavens in man , and the man near it does not see it , the one near the man in whom I enter in a complete manner .
I am hurt with a great longing because of My kingdom in man . And it keeps giving Me pains until I am able to pour out Myself with it before the sons of this age , for I am the Son of the Father and I reign in man , and the man is My kingdom , and I want to appear together with it . Amen , amen , amen . Oh , who is the one that does not let Me come up with this miracle ? The devil prevents Me , the man ’ s unbelief does not allow Me , the foggy weather of which only the kingdom of the ruler of this age is seen , these do not let Me . My kingdom in the man , which he has got and which works like Me over the sons of disobedience , hurts Me . My kingdom in man is the heaviest burden when the man is not able to settle with it on the earth .
The saints look at Me full of heavenly thrills when I speak the word of My kingdom over the earth and want Me to work with it and with them among the sons of the people , who do not know anything else but marriage and being given in marriage , eating and drinking and about a body submitted to sin , which stands against the spirit . The man gets up and goes to bed eating and drinking and committing sin , for wine is debauchery .
However , I speak the word again , which I spoke to you , children of the new kingdom , because a couple of years ago I told you about the outside man , who hides the one inside , as he says . I have spoken to you that the man does not take care of My coming of today , and I come and find him eating and drinking and committing sin in his pleasures . However , I have told you to comfort yourselves comforting each other and to teach yourselves teaching each other , for I am at the door and I am the door , and I come when no one expects Me to come , and it hurts Me that no one expects Me to come when I come , and it hurts Me making Me feel like crying far and wide within a wounded voice because no one expects Me when I come , and behold , I have always come and I come with difficulty because I have not been waited to come .
I have told you to get drunk with longing , for I come full of longing . The man gets drunk with wine and he longs after the wine , but the longing after the wine is a snake in his soul , because the wine is a snake and you know this mystery , because I have spoken about it to you . And now , I tell the man again that the man makes the wine into a serpent and he blames Me when he does so , and he says that the wine is blessed by Me . However , I say : No ! And again , I tell him : No ! No ! I know what I have blessed . I have blessed My cup not the man ’ s cup , and My cup is My Body and Blood , Who hanged on the cross .
I have asked the man who says that it was I who I blessed the wine and I told him : “ Can you , man , turn My blood into wine ?” And if you cannot , then be silent and do no longer speak foolish things ; keep silent and do no longer commit sins by speaking about the mysteries of the Son of God , which are not from the earth , but which are rather from haven , for the water that
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