The Word of God in Romania 2000.11.05 - The Word of God at the feast of the s | Page 3

2000.11.05
in whom I am well pleased for My coming after the man, after two thousand years of wandering
of the man fallen from eternity.
It speaks from heaven! Behold the pulpit from which the heaven speaks over the earth.
Behold the working table of the heavenly word, the little garden full of heavenly word. My
work speaks and confesses from My pulpit; My work of these days that you know from the
earth, for I was not hidden with it and rather I came to you with it to believe in Me through it.
But you did not want to be faithful and you offended Me deeply and I put you into a furnace to
save you through the fire so that I may not let you perish as an adversary. Now, remember from
heaven your day of memorial on the earth in the garden of My word. I say to you: confess!
Amen, amen, amen.
― And I tell You, Lord: confess Me for my deeds are wicked and I do not have any
savings in heaven, for I did not gather for heaven. Those who gave me place in heaven are those
that I blasphemed and persecuted on earth and they are those on whom I called a bad name
before the people in order to exalt myself and to cover my hidden deeds from people. If I had
believed them, I should have given up sin and become Your saint, but I did not want to become
a saint and I became the scoffer of Your saints instead. I did as many like me did, who sat with
their own permission on the seats of the church in time, only to persecute the saints, the Chris-
tians who had taken Your wills upon themselves. I did not want to be Your bishop and I was
just myself and that is all, and You were not in me for I was the son of sin and Your adversary
in me. I confess that You are the Almighty and True One in the garden of Your word, placed by
Your hand in the middle of Romania, and I sat near it and I did not enter under Your light in it,
and I took stones and mud into my hands and threw, but I hit myself, as the stone thrown over
the place of Your little garden here comes back to the place where it comes from and hurts
bitterly the one who throws it.
This is what I confess and the one who does not believe should take a look for this is
what happened to me. I did not have any earthly glory and I have no heavenly glory as well,
for everything is earned on earth. However, I loved my flesh instead and I condemned my soul,
which cried within me, and did not find his peace, for the one who is not holy does not have the
joy of peace and the peace comes from You, Lord; it does not come from the earth. I have
nothing good to be able to confess with joy and I am ashamed that I was a wise man and I did
not use the gift of my nature for heaven.
The whole multitude of my sins is not as heavy as this sin of my opposition against the
garden of Your work in these days. And now I will receive your peace from heaven without
bowing from heaven to the ground before the one who is so great before You, in the middle of
the church, which does not serve You, and he stays patently, waiting for the man’s salvation.
The man whom You took from among the people and put to be the confessor for Your secret
work, the man that I blasphemed before all the people, Your bishop Irineu, by whom You fas-
tened into the ground the first sign of the kingdom of the heavens, according to Your word, I
dragged him to do my will and to write denial of those of Yours in heaven, which You are on
this garden with, and on which he has his name written as a confessor, as the greatest in the
church on the earth, for You gave him a great name and made him to be the greatest, and
without him You cannot reconcile the world to You, because You put him between You and Your
work for the salvation of the world, the work of Your coming in these days. However, I dared
exalt myself over him to put him down before the people, calling him and those for whom he
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