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did no longer love Me, and I took him out of Paradise through an angel, and when he saw that I put him out of the garden of eternity, he saw that I was God and no longer doubted about God.
The man has not wanted to listen to the One Who created him. The man has not wanted to fast as I told him to do, but on the contrary, he has thought to become god over everything I have done. Behold, this is what man does, and he does not like to fast, he does not like to live and he does not like to listen.( See the selection topic: „ About fasting and almsgiving”, r. n.) And I came and fasted because I am not upset with the man, but the man is upset with Me instead, and he does not listen to the commandments of life. And I say: man, open up so that I may come in, for I am God and you are a man and you cannot be God, but you can be deified through Me and be with Me. Amen.
Oh, what can I do to help you do away with your morning in you, painful man? Only I know how your happiness, which passes once with you, is, and I have mercy on you, because you bear My image. I want to be your God and Savior. And here is how I speak to you. I have become the path to you. The garden of My word is the path, and My watchmen are in it, and they take from Me and give you to know that I come from heaven to speak to you. I write to you heartsick letters from heaven; I write to you letters of judgment, man. Do no longer exalt yourself, do no longer think much of yourself and do not longer get haughty. Come to your senses and bow down to Me, for I am God, and no one saves you of those you have been gathering. Come out humble before Me, man. You are nothing but a humble and wretched man, because you stay in corruptibility. The whole creature sighs because of you. You seek the doctors for your illnesses in vain; the doctor heals your body in vain if he does not heals your soul from perishing, man subjected to corruptibility. Your temporary healing makes you fall into sin again, for you think that you are powerful. It is written into the Scriptures: « He who suffers in his body is done away with sin », but you try to get up from suffering to life for sin and for temporariness, man. However, you are still sick, for the godless man is a man without health, he is the sickest man and worthy to be mourned and pitied. It is not time for singing and playing and doing sin, but rather it is the time for crying over you, man. How can I save you from your affliction in you? The happiness, which you always run after, is because of your affliction in you, painful man, and only I, the Lord, know your happiness, that one you have never caught, and I, the Lord, cry for your mercy, man.
Behold, sons sharing of divine remedy, I cry for man’ s mercy. I beat the man and he prays to Me to forgive his sins and to escape him of his morning and pain, and I do so, and then the man forgets of My beating and healing and leaves Me again, and then everything he has becomes worse than those he had before, as it is written of the house who is cleansed from evil, which the evil spirit finds again, and it comes in again and makes its nest in it for the man’ s unsteadiness. The man is afraid to come back to Paradise. Sons, with whom I cry My pain for the man, the man is afraid to come back to Paradise and bows Me down to his desires and to his needs instead of bowing to My will, to My longing for him and to his life from Paradise.
Man, you are seized with fears and sadness, but on the roads of incorruptibility you do escape the morning that you flee from. I sent you herbs for your healing, if you want it, only for you to want Me with you, painful man and full of the longing of the lost happiness. Your happiness is the Paradise. The returning to Paradise is your peace, and you will end up your searching.( See the selection topic „ The mystery of humankind salvation- the mystery of incorruptibility”, r. n.) Do no longer stay haughty and rather bow down, for you have nothing to grow but only with those that get spoiled and perish. Why are you afraid of heaven? Why do you always run to your
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