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quarrels with God , but He , Who is , comes and turns the light into the darkness , for the man made the darkness and hid into it . I made of you light into My hand , Israel , as I am the Lord , Who can do it . As the man stands with the candle into his hand to seek the lost drachma into the darkness , the same way I stand with you into My hand and seek what I lost . I look with the light into My hand to find what I lost , and I will rejoice with the entire heaven when I find what I lost .
Oh , it is not good for the Lord to be alone ; but it is good to be with the man . It is not good for the man to be alone , but it is good for him to be with the Lord , My people . That is why I gave you birth from above in a time of great pressure , of great darkness , ( The spiritual darkness from under Ceauşescu ’ s communist dictatorship , r . n .), and I called you light from the Light , so that its sons may have light , as the darkness stays on the earth and the earth is full of its sons ; that the Light may also have sons . The wisdom from above is light from the Light , light over its sons . It is not good for the man to work alone into the darkness . Let the man receive light and work with it , so that he may not be alone . I become word on the earth , so that the man may receive word , as the word is God ’ s mystery , as everything that is made to be , is made by the word , not by man ; by God not by man , but let the man receive light , as it is not good for the man to be alone in the darkness . The people can hardly see the Light , Which comes from heaven over the darkness ; the people can hardly see God , as the languages are confused on the earth , and the heaven is not seen on the earth .
Solomon asked for wisdom , but he had remained committing the sin of the man who fell from the eternal life and did not follow the wisdom . It was not Solomon ’ s wisdom that should have remained , for if it had remained , Solomon would have been wise . But the wisdom is not Solomon ’ s , rather it is God ’ s , Who came to speak to Solomon the word of wisdom against his sins . However , wisdom was of no use to Solomon , because he did not put it on his life . He , who confesses his sins as sins , is discharged of the payment of his sins , and he , who does so , loves eternal life . The eternal life means cleansing of sins ; it means the man above the fleshly nature . When the Lord has to proclaim a word for the man , then He washes out His hands ; however , the Lord sees the haughtiness and the fall of the man ahead of time , the lack of eternal life in the man .
Oh , how good it is , Israel , son , how good it is for the Lord to speak upon your healthy mind , to the glory of His word ! How bad it is under the heaven for the Lord to speak upon your sick stature , son , to the sufferance of God ’ s word , Who struggles with a word of life over the death from the man . Oh , I have mercy on the one who plays with death ; I have mercy on the one with a human mind , Israel , and that is why I made you light from Me , to heal the hypocrisy in the man . What is hypocrisy , son ? The worldly man does evil openly and is clean in his heart , but the Pharisee , who calls himself God ’ s man , does evil on the sly , for if he does it openly , he will lose his garment that he covers with , and that is why I told you , Israel : „ Beware , son , of hypocrisy , of the yeast of the Pharisees ”. God cannot be sold but by Judas . The hypocrite cannot be but the one , who stays under the name of the Christian , of the teacher of the heaven on the earth . The worldly man does evil openly . The Christian man hides with the evil that he does , as he is Christian , and it is no need to be seen that he does evil things .
But to you , Israel , I give you wisdom from above as an example of the kingdom of heavens , which calls out on the earth . The true wisdom in the man is this : the man has to deny himself and no longer be himself , but Christ should be instead . Hear Israel , what your Shepherd speaks ! He , who wants to be with Me , should deny himself ; he should deny himself even during the time of his prayer , as this is what I said : « I do not do My will , but My Father ’ s will , the will of the
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