1994.05.08
I am consuming Myself with pain for you and around you , Israel , as you cannot bear the mysteries of God ’ s kingdom , of the kingdom that is hidden into your midst . ( See the selection topic : „ About the kingdom of God ”, r . n .) Thomas , My apostle , believed when I took his finger and put it on My wounds , and he spoke from his inner heart saying : « My Lord and my God !», and he was happy that he saw the Lord and he believed that I was the Lord . But I declared an even greater happiness for those after My ascension into heaven to My Father , and I said that those that believed would be more blessed until they might be seeing what they believed in , for this is what faith is . It is easy to believe when seeing , but this is a ready-made faith and has not reward as that faith that you feed on in those that are not seen , but believed in those that are heard through My witnesses and hoped to be seen . But after My ascension to My Father , I , the One that was confirmed by witnesses , I have dwelt into the hearts of My believers who have felt Me living in them and they have not given Me at any price , because they wanted to go with Me into the kingdom of My Father and they left their body for sacrificing , and went with Me beyond those that are seen with the eyes of the flesh .
I am the Slaughtered Lamb , but if the world knew to believe in Me , it would have got Me ; the man would have got God in him and would be led by God , and the Lord would be seen living with the people and accomplishing a work of a new heaven and new earth . Behold , My beloved people , I want to do this work with you and you to understand what I want to do , and you should want to be with Me , Israel , as I need to have a holy and clean people for the days of My appearance . That is why I always come by the word into your midst saying : „ Peace to you !” and I teach you the lesson of the kingdom in which I will come , to remember you in My kingdom when I come . O Israel , thou art My kingdom , and I want to mention your name before the nations of the earth , which heard of Me and you and of this work of heavenly kingdom ; and I do not ask you something else than to sacrifice yourself for the preparation of My coming back , son . I sacrificed Myself by crucifixion , hard , painful , bloody , and tormenting , so that My Father may give to Me a people by a new covenant , worked out by My Father ; and it is not possible love without sacrificing ; it is not possible life without death ; it is not possible eternal life without giving something in return . I asked you the death of your lusts , the death of your passions , the death of unbelief , and I asked you the crucifixion of your fleshly desire , to be a new and a clean people for Me , and a fruit of holiness before Me . I asked you to come back to life by the death of the earthly man in you . I asked you to come back to the life before the coming of the death to you , and it is for this that I came from the life and I gave the price of the death , to redeem you from death , and I want that you may no longer pay for your life . I paid it for you , but do no longer sell it , sons . Hold to the life without death , as I told you even from the time of Verginica ’ s body ; I told you that you shall not have death any longer . Oh , and no one could be prepared by that word to cast the death off him . But , Israel , do you not really love life ? Or , perhaps you do not understand what the life means . Or , perhaps you also understand like the sinful world that relies on Me that I died into its place and that it may live in sins . Oh , this is an eternal crucifixion for Me , and not a resurrection for the redemption from the death . But My resurrection for man is that I may arise in man ; it is not otherwise , child . Oh , My loved people , this is what I said , that you shall no longer have death , children of the holy people . I asked you to see how you know and I told you : „ Do you know that you shall no longer have death ?” This word of Mine from that time has to be fulfilled in you , My loved sons and daughters .
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