1994.05.08
I am consuming Myself with pain for you and around you, Israel, as you cannot bear the mysteries of God’ s kingdom, of the kingdom that is hidden into your midst.( See the selection topic: „ About the kingdom of God”, r. n.) Thomas, My apostle, believed when I took his finger and put it on My wounds, and he spoke from his inner heart saying: « My Lord and my God!», and he was happy that he saw the Lord and he believed that I was the Lord. But I declared an even greater happiness for those after My ascension into heaven to My Father, and I said that those that believed would be more blessed until they might be seeing what they believed in, for this is what faith is. It is easy to believe when seeing, but this is a ready-made faith and has not reward as that faith that you feed on in those that are not seen, but believed in those that are heard through My witnesses and hoped to be seen. But after My ascension to My Father, I, the One that was confirmed by witnesses, I have dwelt into the hearts of My believers who have felt Me living in them and they have not given Me at any price, because they wanted to go with Me into the kingdom of My Father and they left their body for sacrificing, and went with Me beyond those that are seen with the eyes of the flesh.
I am the Slaughtered Lamb, but if the world knew to believe in Me, it would have got Me; the man would have got God in him and would be led by God, and the Lord would be seen living with the people and accomplishing a work of a new heaven and new earth. Behold, My beloved people, I want to do this work with you and you to understand what I want to do, and you should want to be with Me, Israel, as I need to have a holy and clean people for the days of My appearance. That is why I always come by the word into your midst saying: „ Peace to you!” and I teach you the lesson of the kingdom in which I will come, to remember you in My kingdom when I come. O Israel, thou art My kingdom, and I want to mention your name before the nations of the earth, which heard of Me and you and of this work of heavenly kingdom; and I do not ask you something else than to sacrifice yourself for the preparation of My coming back, son. I sacrificed Myself by crucifixion, hard, painful, bloody, and tormenting, so that My Father may give to Me a people by a new covenant, worked out by My Father; and it is not possible love without sacrificing; it is not possible life without death; it is not possible eternal life without giving something in return. I asked you the death of your lusts, the death of your passions, the death of unbelief, and I asked you the crucifixion of your fleshly desire, to be a new and a clean people for Me, and a fruit of holiness before Me. I asked you to come back to life by the death of the earthly man in you. I asked you to come back to the life before the coming of the death to you, and it is for this that I came from the life and I gave the price of the death, to redeem you from death, and I want that you may no longer pay for your life. I paid it for you, but do no longer sell it, sons. Hold to the life without death, as I told you even from the time of Verginica’ s body; I told you that you shall not have death any longer. Oh, and no one could be prepared by that word to cast the death off him. But, Israel, do you not really love life? Or, perhaps you do not understand what the life means. Or, perhaps you also understand like the sinful world that relies on Me that I died into its place and that it may live in sins. Oh, this is an eternal crucifixion for Me, and not a resurrection for the redemption from the death. But My resurrection for man is that I may arise in man; it is not otherwise, child. Oh, My loved people, this is what I said, that you shall no longer have death, children of the holy people. I asked you to see how you know and I told you: „ Do you know that you shall no longer have death?” This word of Mine from that time has to be fulfilled in you, My loved sons and daughters.
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