The antichrist and the apocalyptic beast
05 ] And what actually is it that ’ s so terribly wrong that I have done ? Is it then not right if also a female person loves and respects God more than all the people , who , put together , are purely nothing against God ?!
06 ] Thus I also told the mothers and sisters my opinion , because I could not have known that this will have such a distressing effect on them ! If I had known , I certainly could have kept quiet , however what is done is done ! But I now want to make up for my mistake a thousand times ; and this can ’ t be possibly wrong !
07 ] This , I also told father Henoch but he did not have a heart for me and my great distress . That ' s why I ran to you because I thought you would be more merciful as Henoch ; but after your first reception it seems that you do not have more mercy than Henoch !
08 ] In general I must openly confess to you that since the time when the Lord on the hill has taught nothing but love for several days , that the people appear to me a lot less merciful than ever before and that is in my view not a good sign .
09 ] But if it were up to me I would on the spot like to help the whole world , let alone only a weak female person in which anyway is both by God and nature placed in a incomprehensibly more adverse and suffering situation than any man !
10 ] Behold , I have now finished speaking and spoke as it was in my heart ! If you don ’ t like it and I unintentionally have offended you , you are powerful enough to either throw me out or you can do with me as you previously have done with Sehel on the outside ; for it is better not to be than to be in a world where people have hearts of stone in which there is no mercy !"
11 ] Thereafter the Lord said to Mira : " But hear , Mira ! This was a long answer to My short question ! One half you probably could have kept to yourself - and be silent about the other ; because I know better than you why the shoe doesn ’ t fit you !
12 ] But so you may see that I am right , I want to explain to you your actual real distress and thus hear Me out :
13 ] Behold , your mothers and sisters are jealous - and so are you ! Your mothers reviled out of jealousy about Me and My behavior and you have then rebuked them out of sheer jealousy for you secretly adopted a greater right to Me because of My beckoning gesture than the others whom I did not gesture .
14 ] Because of My gesture to you , you immediately ignited the deepest love for Me but when later you heard the mother ’ s and sister ’ s reproach about Me , your love for Me was insulted , and through your good opinion you took revenge on your mothers and sisters ! 15 ] But since your revenge was somewhat more effective as you wanted it to be , you now feel bad about it and you would like to help those who are suffering now ; but since this is not possible for you , you are looking for help .
16 ] I tell you , however , that help will come , and this sooner than you had expected ; but in the meantime , go outside and think about your misstep , and then come to Me with a clean heart and I will accept you and bless you like these four ! "
17 ] Here Mira blushed with shame and said , " If You would not be the Lord , my heart could not be so open to You ; but You are the Lord and therefore nothing is hidden from You , and contently I now will leave the hut , which I am not worthy since I have seen you and recognized You fully !
18 ] But forgive me my trespasses as I indeed forgive with my whole heart everybody everything by whatever I have been offended by anyone ever !"
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