The Voice Issue 6, Autumn 2011 | Page 8

From me, to you By Mike Burton Dedicated to my wife and children for all their support, before, during and after my ordeal. A Hard Day’s Night You know I work all day to get you money to buy you things* The sun shone on the home that Susie and I had worked so hard for. The home we had made with our boys, Thomas and Stuart. This particular Saturday morning (one I’ll never forget) the kids were already up and playing. I really needed that first cup of tea and swung my legs out of bed and fished for slippers, only to discover that I was trying to get my right foot into the left slipper. With all of this fidgeting, Susie came round, rubbed her eyes and told me she’d make the tea, while I snuggled back under the duvet. Susie returned with cups of steaming tea. Although by the time he got to his, Stuart’s was stone cold. We shuddered when he finally emerged from his game and drained it in one. “Tea is tea” he said and disappeared back into his room... There was nothing strange or remarkable about any of this. It could have been any one of a number of perfectly ordinary Saturdays. But I’ll always remember it; it was the last time things were ever ordinary again. 8 THE VOICE | Autumn 2011 Mike Burton and his grandson I am a neck breather. I was diagnosed with cancer of the throat and spent two months in hospital, including a three week course of hyperbaric treatment and 30 sessions of radiotherapy. At the end of it all, I could hardly say anything, and I was heavily disfigured. On my chest there were wavy red lines running from my nipples up to my shoulders where the stitches and staples had been. I’d had skin removed from both thighs and my neck and jaw were a complete mess. The maxillofacial unit had actually had to break my jaw and I lost all my teeth. Over time, there would be some improvements, but traces remained to remind me. Lovely Rita Rita, Rita, meter maid, where would I be without you?* As for the surgery – I have no idea how long I spent in ICU or HDU. I do vaguely remember a vision of Susie and Andy (her brother-in-law), who came to see me when they thought it was all over. I know I wasn’t a pleasant sight. Susie cried.