The Virtuous Daughter Magazine Winter 2017 edition CHOSEN | 页面 26

means in which to bless the souls sur- rounding us and embed themselves into our words, our expressions, our actions. Once rooted in The Giver, we have so much more to give, a giving which would flow from a source greater than our own. Crazy, right? But I tell you, it’s true. And sometimes the most meaningful gifts come in the most peculiar packages. A few weeks ago, I was having one of “those days” at work. My hair insist- ed upon rebelling against me, hormones inflicted tragedy upon my skin, my brain ached for want of sleep, and dear cus- tomers seemed to know the exact but- tons to push in which to impose some internal misery. No need to expound any further in which to say that I felt quite unattractive that day. A small family made their way towards me with dinner on their minds. As I greeted them and began taking their order, a high-pitch voice interrupted the order with a ran- dom, “You’re pretty!” An unreserved beam broke across my face as I thanked the child; I could not hinder it. A blonde, wild-haired child with an unsightly Christmas headband of neon lightbulbs that lit up (I know this because she ea- gerly demonstrated it for me), and she had MADE my day. She had gifted me with words of life. Sometimes the most meaningful gifts come in the most unexpected and peculiar packages. The most meaningful gifts don’t necessarily have to dent the pocketbook. We gift people with our smile, recogniz- ing with it that they are created beings worthy of our acknowledgment. We gift people with our uninterrupted time, telling them with it that we value their presence enough to give them a moment we’ll never have back. We gift souls with a caring heart, one that listens to the pain and does not shy from the mess. We gift beings with words—words of life, of love, of truth, of support, of affirmation. So much authority and yet so easy to un- derestimate and abuse the power of life and death con- tained within the tongue. We gift the world with authentic- ity, a simplistic acknowledg- ment of who we are in Jesus; so easy to talk but my, how often I fail when it comes to the walk. This gift can face near extinction in today’s culture when rather than being real and raw, we hide behind the walls of social media, of crazy scheduling, (even hiding away in GOOD deeds—say what?) and perhaps even in surface friendships. EVERY SINGLE DAY we encounter opportunities to gift someone…and yet, how often do we—or rather I –ignore, forget, or simply choose not to embrace these opportunities be- cause of a self-consumed mind? So often I forget. I get caught up in trying to DO in Him rather than Be in Him, to gift the world with my words and actions rather than His words and actions through me. There’s the catch phrase: through me. Not by me or of my own strength, but Him through me, us- ing me as a channel of blessing and life. And then comes the hardest piece: surrender. Laying down my carnal self, relinquishing my broken desires, accept- ing the being He created me to be. Without those pieces of surrender im- plemented in my life, I can push and force and strive my way through life…only to realize that it avails me noth- ing. He cannot use me to gift others when I am consumed with me. He cannot fill me when I am filled with me! It’s daily—the giving up me part. It’s a daily learning to cry out to the Father and the Giver, “Fill me with YOU!” And until we begin to learn this, we can never fully give. We cannot give from a source we have not. And it all begins by embracing the Giver.