The VFMS Spark Winter Edition 2014 | Page 41

Gone

Cold fleece blankets of a warm, ginger scent

Holds the repulsed memories of my home.

Now I’m gone the lingering want to roam

is no longer up for a betrayed rent.

Now I don’t know what my life ever meant

underneath the layer of stagnant chrome.

And between the soft, reserved honey foam

lies a pathetic excuse for a tent.

Too many ignorant people should have known

about the black and patronizing past,

that is crushed in between my deprived fingers.

I swear that I still feel the need to retrieve a loan.

But now that I can’t stay sane at last

I can’t help but think regret will still linger.

-Ejin J.

Poetry

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