Nancy tried to tell , and was shamed , and got sent away to Aunt Daisy . Dawn tried to tell , and got sent to a Catholic convent with bars on the doors at 11 years old ! Priscilla tried to tell and went to CPS as a child and was pushed out of a car half naked after being raped by her commanding officer . Irene witnessed my father rape our sister and she took a gun and shot herself in the stomach rather than tell . My mother tried to tell and was sent to a place for shock treatments for 6 months while she was pregnant ! Pamela tried to tell and divorced herself from the family for over 20 years and couldn ’ t bring herself to attend my mothers ’ funeral .
April tried to tell and got her children taken away and put in prison trying to get them back ! So I applaud my brave sisters for coming forward and having the courage to tell me their stories . It was difficult to believe all they were saying , but even then ( before my own horrific memories surfaced ), deep down I knew something was really wrong behind the smiles and façades of my family and I needed answers .
I was 42 in 1997 when I saw Cathy O ’ Brien speak . She said she remembered me and my family during her ‘ Mormon MK Ultra days .’ That was a stunner . But after that conversation with her , my sisters ’ stories finally began to make some sense . The next day I asked Dawn to repeat what happened to her in the military and told her that I would believe her this time . ( A word about Operation Mockingbird : When my sister Dawn joined the army , she was on a base where ‘ enlistees ’ became Hollywood stars . Talents were showcased , lots of parties went on constantly , and she noted that drugs were everywhere present on the base and literally free for the asking .)
She told me how she was asked to meet with a man ‘ across the street ’ from this military base . It was a short meeting . When inside his office , he asked her if she could keep a secret . She said , “ Yes .” He said , “ We ’ ll see .” She was asked to report back to him and bring her guitar with her in two weeks .
At the end of 2 weeks she was sitting back in the same chair in front of him . He said , “ Well , we found out that you can keep a secret .” He told her she was up for promotion ( a singer / drug mule for a cruise line ) and read her dossier . Then our entire family ’ s dossiers hit the floor including mine ! They picked them up and she asked him how he knew so much about our family , and he answered : “ Your dad sold you to us .” In that moment , I believed every word all my sisters had told me .
My father was a ‘ chosen one ’ because of his exceptional IQ , his bloodline ( he claims he is the illegitimate son of a Utah Senator ), his desire to follow orders , his talent ( Air Force Band ) and most of all – HIS ‘ PATRIOTISM ’! His family came from Colonial Juarez in Mexico ( a Mormon colony that funnelled Nazi ’ s into the states for Operation Paperclip ). Mitt Romney ’ s polygamist family also came from there .
Most members of the military never figure this out , but when my father ‘ enlisted ’ in the Air Force , his children instantly ‘ belonged ’ to the evil souls that perpetrated untold horrors on each of us . But blind trust is not informed consent and this kind of trickery on paper is not consent ! What is sad is that my father did it all under the guise of ‘ patriotism ’ to God and country ! He was also a multi-generational cult member of a satanic ritual family that was deeply embedded into the Mormon church that also asks us to pledge ‘ our time , talents , property , and all with which the Lord has blessed us to building up the Kingdom of God on earth .’ The question that begs to be asked is : ‘ What God ?’
I . T . N . J