The Score Magazine December 2019 issue | Page 24

SHREYA BOSE INDIE Mend (Tushar Mathur): It is an established fact that indie music has really taken off (wouldn’t be writing this column otherwise), but Tushar Mathur still feels the sting of struggle. His second single Mend has him crooning a despondent self-reflexive dirge that relates to the musician’s anguish. Lyrically, he has gained impressive sophistication in the span of one song. “I've been feelin' like I've got nothing around/To star in your movie seems like work all year round” is an all-too familiar lament in artistic circles, for the star of success stays almost as elusive as empty seats in a Virar local. The lines “I just wanna be, what I saw in me/I just wanna know, when I'm gonna be in control” are particularly interesting. On one hand, it is admirable that Mathur seeks to align with his own sense of creative excellence. However, he seeks control which has its own pitfalls. Such fleeting contradictions make for a human song that exhibits unashamed vulnerability. The emotional labor of being isolated by failure and striving to stay afloat is also whispered upon. More than anything else, Mend has the potential to become an existential touchpoint for his fellow musicians. Musically, low-fi chillhop sensibilities play around with a luxurious measure of creamy saxophone to top them off. The song is refreshingly uncomplicated yet perfectly relevant. It is well-made and deserves all the attention that Mathur laments he does not get. 22 The Score Magazine highonscore.com Merna (Nivid): It appears we now stand at the beginning of an industrial rock legacy in India. Nivid, a three-man unit of pulsating bitterness and excellent musical instincts has released a drone-laced, darkly-drummed debut album that is delightful and depressing in perfectly equal measure. The Nine Inch Nails influence is obvious, as would be for anyone even dipping toes into the genre. It is impressively replicated, and in Ascension|Yaga, it is mingled with more familiar sounds - sacred bells and frenetic drums often featured in yajnas. The combination is disconcerting, which is it's entire point. The album is a searing indictment of everything we have been doing wrong on individual and social levels. True to the music that inspires the band (NIN and Deftones, among others), the songs offer biting satire. The Hindu Awakens|Hai Yeh Hindustan and Nationalism|Aagaya Hun Main reveal the mindset of someone deranged with political and religious radicalism. Aditya Virmani’s vocals are gritty, ominous, almost demonic. However, they do lack the derisive chuckle of Trent Reznor or Chino Moreno. Nivid is still too serious about the evils of the world. There’s More of Us | Nyay, Azadi, Barabari, Biradari (Na Milegi Tujhko) is particularly good, given the ferocity of it's condemnation. Those that are different will be condemned, oppressed, tormented. Equality is an illusion. The mighty reign, and they don’t really care two hoots about what the Constitution says.