The Portal July 2014 | Page 22

THE P RTAL July 2014 Page 22 Keep on Walking When we move from one place to another, There are two temptations. We may keep looking back, or try to forget. Antonia Lynn examines the dangers of both. So why did we spend a whole day thinking, talking and praying about our experiences of journeying into the Catholic Church? After all, Jesus told the apostles that when they left a place where they could not minister they were to shake the dust off their feet; to move on... as St Augustine said, to ‘keep on walking’. There are two temptations in any transition. One is we are touching the wounds of Christ. As Pope Francis (if our memories of the past are happy) not to shake again reminds us: off the dust: to pretend we’ve never left; to have our ‘Sometimes we are tempted to be the kind cake and eat it. We cling to old habits and rehearse the of Christian who keeps the Lord’s wounds same old conversations - perhaps even with the same at arm’s length. Yet Jesus wants us to touch people - treading the old dust into our new path. It’s human misery, to touch the suffering flesh of easily done. The risk is that we devalue and ultimately others. He hopes that we will stop looking for lose both old and new treasures; that we become as those personal or communal niches which fossilised as Lot’s wife, turned into a pillar of salt shelter us from the maelstrom of human because she stopped and looked back when God’s call misfortune, and instead enter into the reality was to go forward. of other people’s lives and know the power I am making all things new of tenderness. Whenever we do so, our lives become wonderfully complicated and we ‘So keep on moving, my friends... Keep on walking, experience intensely what it is to be a people, don’t stop on the road, don’t turn round and go back,’ to be part of a people.’ says Augustine. ‘Especially don’t wander off the road by turning away from Christ.’ That is, the Christ who (Evangelii Gaudium 270) tells us ‘See, I am making all things new.’ The second temptation is, understandably, to be so afraid of the grief, chaos and loss of identity that come with a time of transition that we try to forget the past, particularly if our memories are painful. We ‘rubbish’ the past: it was all bad; we’re better off out of it. We harden our hearts. no evangelisation without compassion Pope Francis has challenged us to be a force within the movement for the New Evangelisation. We cannot ‘do’ evangelisation without compassion (otherwise it will turn into triumphalism or ugly proselytising); we cannot be a truly compassionate presence to someone else unless we’re humbly aware of the fact that we ourselves are fellow-pilgrims with them and still thank God - works in progress. An awareness of the contradictions of our own joys and sorrows will help us to be patient even when the other person’s walk is not quite synchronised with our own. If we believe we are one in the Body of Christ with the friends we’ve left behind and those newly met, then when we bear gently with one another’s pain contents page ‘ Cease, stranger, cease those witching notes, The art of syren choirs; Hush the seductive voice that floats Across the trembling wires. Music’s ethereal power was given Not to dissolve our clay, But draw Promethean beams from heaven ’ To purge the dross away. Bl John Henry Newman