The Passed Note Issue 2 October 2016 | Page 37

Sarah Clayville

The Spelling Bee

Everyone’s unnaturally concerned with the shape of my lips

when the words are spilling out, bone by bone. The consonants hard hammers

against my teeth, the vowels small surrenders hanging under my tongue.

I’m more concerned with the shape of my body and the fact that

every other girl on the narrow wooden stage is wearing a bra or should be. I’m

flat as a dictionary, and full of just as many words.

My country of origin is the land of magazines and television telling me

in lame, one syllabic quips to be cool and hot and thin when really

the only word I want to learn to spell is N-O.