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I can imagine that once God looks at Jim’s resume and sees his expertise and experience in art and architecture, God will immediately appoint him to the building and design committee! He served on that committee for the Diocese of Oakland for several years and was involved in the design of the cathedral. In this house of light, he will see the banquet where God will provide a feast for all eternity. In this house on God’s holy mountain described by Isaiah in today’s first reading, God “will provide for all people a feast of rich food and choice wines, juicy, rich food and pure, choice wines.” Some of my best memories of Jim were dinners at good restaurants—the most recent one was in late May when after giving a day of prayer in San Rafael, I picked Jim up at Nazareth and we went to his favorite Italian restaurant. Conversations with Jim were easy, never forced. There was a gentleness about Jim. He was a gentleman, a gentle man. When you were in his company there was always humor. As his nieces, Mary Ann, Betty, and Judy told me, there was always laughter as their Uncle Jim had a wonderful sense of humor. His good friend, Father Jim Franck, was provincial when Father Jim Sloan was completing his time as pastor at St. Barnabas. In a letter, Father Jim Franck expresses his gratitude for the excellent leadership that Fr. Jim Sloan provided the parish. “What I feel best about is the wonderful spirit in the parish,” Father Franck writes. “I attribute this to your gentle and lov- ing care. It is hard to resist. Personally, I am grateful for your authenticity and your unique good humor.” Soul Explorer When I was on sabbatical in 2001-2002 and lived with Jim at Sonnino Mission House in Berkeley, and then when I moved there in 2009, I would sometimes accompany Jim on his Saturday morning ritual to walk at Crissy Field in San Francisco. We would walk to the Golden Gate Bridge and afterwards sit at an outdoor café and have a cup of coffee and a Danish. When he went by himself, he told me he would watch people and wonder about their story—where they were from and how they made their way through life. This was his nature. He was an explorer of the soul—a good temperament not only for an artist and a priest but for a spiritual companion and friend. One of our brothers, a former student of Jim’s, emailed me when he found out Jim had died and told me that when he was in high school, he remembers Jim saying “the focus of his prayer since the seminary and every day since was a verse from Psalm 27: “One thing I ask of the Lord and this I seek, that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life.” This was his mantra and we celebrate how Jim’s prayer was answered early Wednesday morning when he asked, “What’s next?” and the angel of God took him by the hand to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of his eternal life. This seeking, this searching, this exploration of the soul began early in J im’s life. In a letter to the direc- tor of the seminary at St. Joseph’s College on August 4, 1953, one month before he entered the seminary program, 19-year-old Jim Sloan writes, “Hello, Father, after long and serious thought, I have decided that I should like to join the priesthood, the Precious Blood Fathers, if you will have me.” Jim notes this isn’t a “passing whim” but “something I’ve known ever since eighth grade.” He says he told his Dad he wanted to be a priest, but his father told him “to put such foolish thoughts out of my mind.” But he tells the seminary director that since he left St. Joe’s, he’s “gotten practically everything” he could possibly desire. “I have my own apartment, an excellent position where I work and just about every- thing this old world has to offer to a fella my age. I even went to a year of art school like I always wanted.” But ultimately, Jim writes, “it just didn’t give me any satisfaction or bring me any happiness. All along I’ve known why: it just wasn’t what the good Lord meant for me. It seems I’ve tried everything, Father, except what I knew in my heart was the only way to happiness and peace of mind. I’m through kidding myself,” he concludes, “I know what I want, and I pray that nothing will stop me.” And so, Jim found happiness in the priesthood because he knew in his heart what Jesus tells Thomas in the gospel, “I am the way, the truth, and the life.” Speaking the Truth Jim knew how to speak truth. One of the most memorable truths he ever spoke to my province was continued on page 12 October 2018 • The New Wine Press • 11