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Leadership Healing Broken Spirits by Fr. Tom Welk, c.pp.s., Provincial Council The woman sitting in front of me (with bullet-proof glass between us) in the Sedgwick County jail was, obviously, a broken individual. She was in the jail after being accused of abusing her nearly three-year-old son to the point of causing his death. Her live-in boyfriend was also there in the jail. She had asked to see me. He had not. During our hour-long conversation she shared openly about her past life. Several times she acknowledged that what she and her boyfriend did was inexcusable. As she stated, “I know many of the people here claim that they are innocent of what they are accused of. They claim the charges are false. My boyfriend and I are guilty of killing our son.” She expressed honest and sincere remorse about what they had done. She continued, “We were out of control. We did not know how to dis- cipline him. We had no parenting skills. We contacted dcf [Department of Children and Families] for help. We never heard back from them.” (Let me add by way of comment about this: the Kansas budget was devastated during the administration of the past governor due to massive tax cuts. Many social programs in Kansas were cut to the bone to make up for the revenue shortfall.) It was not just what this woman shared with me that led me to con- clude she had gone through some rough times. Her physical appearance spoke volumes. Two of her front teeth were missing; she had an ugly scar on her forehead. I did not press her to share any details. What I did share was this observation, “You impress me as someone having a broken soul.” I quickly changed my comment to, “You impress me as someone having a broken spirit.” With that the floodgates opened. No one can live with a broken spirit. Sad to say, there are many in our world with broken spirits. They are in desperate need of healing. We recently celebrated the feast of Pentecost. It is the feast when we are gifted with a Spirit that is Holy; a Spirit of Wholeness. It is the gift that Jesus came to bring us. We are not always a holy people. Sin is part and parcel of our lives. Rather than holy spirits, unholy spirits rule us at times. Sinfulness is another way to describe brokenness. Though we are often separated from God, Jesus on the other hand was always in com- plete union with God. There was no sinfulness, no brokenness in him. Continuing to provide this ministry of healing was the commission given the followers of Jesus. As is recorded in the gospel of John: “As the Father continued on page 5 June 2018 • The New Wine Press • 3