I know I am mostly Charlotte with a Samantha thrown in and just a touch of the other two. I have those idealistic dreams; I want to find Mr. Right. I love to have the house, kids and dogs playing in the front yard, with a loving husband by my side. I also know I am unique; I have a sensual side that can amaze at the right time. I am not afraid of my sexuality; I don’t have to have the lights turned off.
It took me a long time to love myself, I was very unsure and a lacked self-confidence. As I found my inner diva, I gained confidence in myself and learned to love me. I may have my quirks, but I love them, it is what makes me Deanna.
Once I was comfortable with who I am I knew which Sex and the City girl I was. I know I was not 100% Charlotte, I knew I could see Samantha inside me too, that was when I realized, that those women, represented all aspects of women out there. That when I realized focus on the traits I knew I had, and grow on that. There is nothing wrong with being sensual, and not being shy in the bedroom. Just like there is nothing wrong with wanting a husband to take care of you. It is that combination that my inner diva has, and something to be proud of.