The Looking Glass Volume 37 | Page 28

Comfort Closet

by Nicole Dipré

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i wanted to feel safe and comfy at the same time

i tried to connect these concepts but only neglected their use

i built and filled a closet of clothes for me

clothes that covered my flaws yet isolated me

these rough yet snug jeans are nice but hard to walk in

my rings are nice but as time passes my fingers turn blue

i like this pair of shoes but i can’t loosen the laces--

oh, and they’re quite heavy, too

i wanted a scarf but it muffles me with its thick wool

these troublesome fabrics used in all different places

these handwoven and custom-fitted seams just aren’t for me

i search in my closet for something nice to wear

but all i see are traps in disguise

the worst part is i made them all with care

those sneakers look cool but definitely aren’t my size

i wrestle under these covers with no one but myself

i scream for help but remember i’m hiding in my closet

a closet i choose to be in but feel like i belong to

my closet full of warmth and tolerance

no one points out my insecurities here

all my happy feelings and their securities

were born and remain here

no one else is welcome but maybe that’s fine

it’s fine until these walls suffocate and drive me mad

then I'm not so comfortable