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COMMENTARY
The Power of Vulnerability
Issam Makhoul, MD
T
he first encounter with a
patient brings two strang-
ers face to face to engage in
a special relationship. It’s a balance of
forces where either (1) the strongest dominates the
scene or (2) a partnership develops based on mu-
tual understanding, respect, and common goals. In
the first type of relationship, the patient brings in
her problems, expectations, and prejudices while
the physician brings in her knowledge and author-
ity, ever bolstered by the social power of the physi-
cian’s white coat. After the usual icebreakers, the
balance starts shifting toward the physician who
sits in the inquisition seat, asking questions, dig-
ging deeper and deeper into her personal story
looking for the most intimate details. The balance
shifts even further toward the physician during the
physical exam that completes the undressing of the
patient literally and figuratively. Standing naked in
front of a stranger places the patient in a position
of considerable vulnerability. Furthermore, in many
medical encounters, this vulnerability gets worse
by the way health care providers focus on the case
and ignore the person and her perception of real-
ity. For the patient, the symptoms and her personal
perception of them are at the center of the visit, and
the disease pattern does not exist. For the physi-
cian, the disease pattern is the focal point, and the
personal details are trivial. In this scenario, the phy-
sician’s knowledge, authority, and power ultimately
tip the balance away from the patient.
How can we reconcile these two ways of
looking at reality, and whose responsibility it is to
steer the encounter toward the second type of re-
lationship? And, since partnership implies equality
between partners, can the physician truly be equal
to the patient?
Moving toward a partnership is the physician’s
responsibility, and it can be accomplished by en-
gaging on two axes at the same time: recognizing
the disease pattern and its best treatments and
discovering the unique story of the patient and al-
ways integrating the patient’s perception into the
story. Sharing elements of the physician’s personal
life may be appropriate in some circumstances. I
have occasionally done it, and most of the time I
felt this was not the answer. The patients do not
necessarily want to hear about us. Listening to their
story and giving them control of the time with us
is what they want. Showing vulnerability by giving
them access to our hearts and touching them with
our hands during the physical exam shows them
that we care. In their struggle to restore their health,
our patients need reassurance that we will do ev-
erything we can to help them. They need to know
that there is hope for regaining control of their lives
and redefining the meaning of living now and here.
“In the beginning is the hearing”
~ Nelle Morton
Giving patients access to our heart and our
time creates a balanced relationship. One of my
colleagues once told me that she gave her patients
her personal phone number. My first reaction was
to be fearful that this would be a major intrusion
into my personal life if I were to do it. She said, “Try
it, they do not abuse it.” And I did. Indeed, I found
out that 99% of the time, they use it with respect
and consideration. On the other hand, doing so
strengthened my relationship with them signifi-
cantly and made them more compliant with their
treatment plans. Occasionally, it was a life-saving
means as I could direct the patients to the emer-
gency room instead of them wondering in silence
about what to do. It is a form of exchanging vulner-
ability; surprisingly, being exposed to each other,
being vulnerable, helps each party feel stronger
and builds trust.
Interestingly, the restorative effects of this
type of relationship go beyond the positive impact
on the patient’s life. Indeed, the healing effects are
reciprocal and profound for the physician. As Em-
ily Style says, “When we hear another out, glanc-
ing through the window of their humanity, we can
see our own image reflected in the glass of their
window.” This type of relationship gives our life a
meaning and restores to it a sense of purpose. At
a time when our medical community is assailed
by numerous unbearable pressures that are caus-
ing burnout and sometimes physician suicide, it is
time to jump with our patients into the boat of our
shared humanity. This is a goal and a means for
salvation for all of us.
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EDITORIAL BOARD
Appathurai Balamurugan, MD, DrPH, MPH
Family Medicine/Public Health
Tim Paden, MD
Family Medicine
Sandra Johnson, MD
Dermatology
Issam Makhoul, MD
Oncology
Naveen Patil, MD, MHSA, MA, FIDSA
Internal Medicine/Infectious Disease
Benjamin Tharian, MD, MRCP, FACP, FRACP
Gastroenterologist/Hepatologist
Robert Zimmerman, MD
Urology
Tobias Vancil, MD
Internal Medicine
Darrell Over, MD
Family Medicine
EDITOR EMERITUS
Alfred Kahn Jr., MD (1916-2013)
ARKANSAS MEDICAL SOCIETY
2018-2019 OFFICERS
Lee Archer, MD, Little Rock
President
Amy Cahill, MD, Pine Bluff
Immediate Past President
Dennis Yelvington, MD, Stuttgart
President Elect
Chad Rodgers, MD, Little Rock
Vice President
George Conner, MD, Forrest City
Secretary
Bradley Bibb, MD, Jonesboro
Treasurer
Eugene Shelby, MD, Hot Springs
Speaker of the House of Delegates
Jim Ingram, MD, Little Rock
Vice Speaker of the House of Delegates
Danny Wilkerson, MD, Little Rock
Chairman of the Board of Trustees
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