The Ghouls' Review Winter 2014 | Page 6

Everyone has this idea that the outset of a motorcycle journey evokes a reaction bordering on ecstasy. I can tell you this is rarely the truth. Want to know how you really feel? Anxious. Spine-chilled. Short of breath. (Possibly gassy.) You feel like you've definitely left on the stove or forgot to water your carpet, and it is certain that, in the power lacuna brought about by your absence, your iguana has declared herself Grand Duchess of Reptiles. You wonder if you've strapped all your gear down properly. (Spoiler alert: If you're off on your first big trip, you haven't. Pull over after half an hour and check yo' shit. Packing a motorcycle is a bit like cinching a saddle girth-strap on a horse, which is to say tricksy.) Once you've eaten up a good 50 or 60 kilometres of road, your shoulders loosen and you crack your lips open to breathe. You're now far enough from your point of departure to actually realize that you aren't about to seize up, that vertigo-feeling of horrifying uncertainty clenching your throat and heart, and meekly return home with the declarative and guttural rumblings of your motorcycle demoted to the lugging cough-and-wheeze of a BINGO caller. Just relax. You're on your way. You're imagining things — horrible things. Let 'em go. Look around. Yup, that's right: You can and should gaze and even gawp at the scenery. And the weird things you spy people doing on the other sides of the windows of cars that you majestically soar past. It's been an hour or two now. By this point, you're somewhat immune to (or deafened by) the roaring and whistling wind. The muscles of your right hand are feeling a mite sore. Really, now. . . did you not train up for this over the past few weeks with a stern regimen of furious—